Dramatists -- Fiction; London (England) -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
When he reached home he was very tired, and for a person to whom it was
open to consider that he had scored a success he spent a remarkably
dismal day. All his restlessness had gone, and fatigue and depression
possessed him. He sank into his old chair by the fire and sat there for
hours with his eyes closed. His landlady came in to bring his luncheon
and mend the fire, but he feigned to be asleep, so as not to be spoken
to. It is to be supposed that sleep at last overtook him, for about the
hour that dusk began to gather he had an extraordinary impression, a
visit that, it would seem, could have belonged to no waking
consciousness. Nona Vincent, in face and form, the living heroine of his
play, rose before him in his little silent room, sat down with him at his
dingy fireside. She was not Violet Grey, she was not Mrs. Alsager, she
was not any woman he had seen upon earth, nor was it any masquerade of
friendship or of penitence. Yet she was more familiar to him than the
women he had known best, and she was ineffably beautiful and consoling.
She filled the poor room with her presence, the effect of which was as
soothing as some odour of incense. She was as quiet as an affectionate
sister, and there was no surprise in her being there. Nothing more real
had ever befallen him, and nothing, somehow, more reassuring. He felt
her hand rest upon his own, and all his senses seemed to open to her
message. She struck him, in the strangest way, both as his creation and
as his inspirer, and she gave him the happiest consciousness of success.
If she was so charming, in the red firelight, in her vague,
clear-coloured garments, it was because he had made her so, and yet if
the weight seemed lifted from his spirit it was because she drew it away.
When she bent her deep eyes upon him they seemed to speak of safety and
freedom and to make a green garden of the future. From time to time she
smiled and said: “I live—I live—I live.” How long she stayed he couldn’t
have told, but when his landlady blundered in with the lamp Nona Vincent
was no longer there. He rubbed his eyes, but no dream had ever been so
intense; and as he slowly got out of his chair it was with a deep still
joy—the joy of the artist—in the thought of how right he had been, how
exactly like herself he had made her. She had come to show him that. At
the end of five minutes, however, he felt sufficiently mystified to call
his landlady back—he wanted to ask her a question. When the good woman
reappeared the question hung fire an instant; then it shaped itself as
the inquiry:
“Has any lady been here?”
“No, sir—no lady at all.”
The woman seemed slightly scandalised. “Not Miss Vincent?”
“Miss Vincent, sir?”
“The young lady of my play, don’t you know?”
“Oh, sir, you mean Miss Violet Grey!”
“No I don’t, at all. I think I mean Mrs. Alsager.”
“There has been no Mrs. Alsager, sir.”
“Nor anybody at all like her?”
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