He understood, then, what had precipitated this crisis and broken down
the girl's reserve. It was, in fact, exactly that same appeal which
holds a gallery breathless and tearful in the last act of a Surrey-side
melodrama--the combination of Sunday quiet, a sunset, church bells,
associations and human relationships; and Gertie's little suburban soul
responded to it as a bell to a bell-rope. It was this kind of thing that
stood to her for holiness and peace and purity, and it had gone clean
through her heart. And he understood, too, that it was his presence
that had allowed her to break down. The Major's atmosphere had held her
taut so far. Frank was conscious of a lump in his own throat as he
stared out, helpless, first at the peaceful Sunday fields and then down
at the shaking shoulders and the slender, ill-clad, writhed form of
Gertie.... He did not know what to do ... he hoped the Major would not
be back just yet. Then he understood he must say something.
"Don't cry," he said. "The Major--"
She sat up on the instant in sudden consternation, her pretty, weak,
sunburned face disfigured with tears, but braced for the moment by fear.
"No, no," said Frank; "he isn't coming yet; but--"
Then she was down again, moaning and talking. "Oh!... Oh!... I'm a
wicked girl.... My mother!... and I never thought I should come to
this!"
"Well, why don't you chuck it?" said Frank practically.
"I can't!... I can't! I ... I love him!"
That had not occurred to this young man as a conceivable possibility,
and he sat silenced. The church-bells pealed on; the sun sank a little
lower; Gertie sobbed more and more gently; and Frank's mind worked like
a mill, revolving developments. Finally, she grew quiet, lay still, and,
as the bells gave place to one of their number, sat up. She dabbed at
her eyes with a handful of wet grass, passed her sleeve across them once
or twice, and began to talk.
"I ... I'm very silly, Frankie," she said, "but I can't help it. I'm
better now. Don't tell George."
"Of course I shan't!" said Frank indignantly.
"You're a gentleman too," said Gertie. (Frank winced a little,
interiorly, at the "too.") "I can see that you're polite to a lady. And
I don't know however I came to tell you. But there it is, and no harm's
done."
"Why don't you leave him?" said Frank courageously. A little wave of
feeling went over her face.
"He's a gentleman," she said.... "No, I can't leave him. But it does
come over you sometimes; doesn't it?" (Her face wavered again.) "It was
them bells, and the people and all."
"Where's your home?"
She jerked her head in a vague direction.
"Down Londonwards," she said. "But that's all done with. I've made my
bed, and--"
"Tell me plainly: does he bully you?"
"Not to say bully," she said. "He struck me once, but never again."
"Tell me if he does it again."
A small, sly, admirative look came into her eyes. "We'll see," she said.
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