Through the half-shut windows soft light stole in and gilded the
walls. Infinite beatitude seemed to reign in the room veiled by that
mist of gold, fragrant with scent, lulled to a repose unshaken by
the noises of the distant world. In the profound sweetness of the
nuptial chamber Regina felt herself at moments conquered by that
somnolent beatitude. Antonio's searching question had its echo in
her soul also. What was it that they lacked? They were both of them
young and strong; Antonio loved her ardently, blindly. He lived in
her. And he was so handsome! His soft hands, his passionate eyes,
had a magic which often succeeded in intoxicating her. And yet in
those delicious mornings, at the moments when she seemed happiest,
while Antonio caressed her hair, pulling it down and studying it like
some precious thing, her face would suddenly cloud, and she would
re-commence her extravagant speeches.
"What are we doing with our life?"
Antonio was not alarmed.
"What are we doing? We are living; we love, we work, eat, sleep, take
our walks, and when we can we go to the play!"
"But that isn't living! Or, at least, it's a useless life, and I'm
sick of it!"
"Then what do you want to be doing?"
"I don't know. I'd like to fly! I don't mean sentimentally, I mean
really. To fly out of the window, in at the window! I'd like to
invent the way!"
"I've thought of it myself sometimes."
"You know nothing about it!" she said, rather piqued. "No, no! I want
to do something you couldn't understand one bit; which, for that
matter, I don't understand myself!"
"That's very fine!"
"It's like thirsting for an unfindable drink with a thirst nothing
else can assuage. If you had once felt it----"
"Oh, yes, I have felt it."
"No, you can't have felt it! You know nothing about it."
"You must explain more clearly."
"Oh, never mind! You don't understand, and that's enough. Let my hair
alone, please."
"I say, what a lot of split hairs you have! You ought to have them
cut, I was telling you----"
"What do I care about hair? It's a perfectly useless thing."
"Well," he said, after pretending to seek and to find a happy
thought, "why don't you become a tram-conductor?" and he imitated the
rumble of the tram and the gestures of the conductor.
"I won't demean myself by a reply," she said, and moved away from
him; but presently repented and said--
"Do the little bird!"
"I don't know how to do the little bird!"
"Yes, you do. Go on, like a dear!"
"You're making a fool of me. I understand that much."
"You don't understand a bit! You do the little bird so well that I
like to see you!"
He drew in his lips, puffed them out, opened and shut them like the
beak of a callow bird. She laughed, and he laughed for the pleasure
of seeing her laugh, then said--
"What babes we are! If they put that on the stage--good Lord, think
of the hisses!"
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