Husband and wife -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
The last few words came very faintly. The same bewildering sensation of
giddiness that she had felt once before in her life came over Eugenia; a
horror seized her that in another moment she would again lose
consciousness altogether--what might she not say, how might she not
betray herself in such a case, to him--to this man who belonged to Roma
Eyrecourt, not to her? She was standing by the end of the bench; she
turned, and tried to reach the seat, but she could not see clearly,
every object seemed to dance before her eyes, she would have fallen had
not Beauchamp darted forward, caught her in his arms, and almost lifted
her on to the bench. His touch seemed to inspire her with curious
strength, the giddiness passed away; she sat up, and shrinking back from
his supporting arm with an unmistakable air of repugnance, whispered--
for she had not yet voice to speak--"Thank you, but _please_ go away,
Captain Chancellor. I am quite well again now." Considerably
mortified, Beauchamp sprang back. He was at all times easily nettled
and prone to take offence, and in the present case the unexpectedness of
the repulse made it additionally hurting. He stood still for a minute
or two, watching Eugenia, as she sat in evident discomfort and
constraint under his scrutiny. Then he spoke again--"I would have left
you at once, Miss Laurence," he said, stiffly, "if you were fit to be
left, but you really are not. If you will tell me, however, where I can
find your friends I will go in search of them, and not trouble you any
more with my unwelcome presence."
She looked up wistfully into his face.
"I have offended you," she said. "Oh, what shall I do? I don't know
what to do. Oh, why did you come here? You make it so difficult--so
dreadfully difficult. I don't blame you--I know you could not help it:
but I have been trying so hard to forget you, and you won't let me. You
have no right to put yourself in my way; it is cruel and unmanly of
you," she went on, with a quick fierceness in her tone; "you know how
weak and ignorant I am. Why can't you leave me? But, oh, what have I
been saying?" And with a sudden awakening to the inference of her
words, an overwhelming rush of shame, bewilderment, and misery, she hid
her face in her hands, and burst into tears.
This was altogether too much for Captain Chancellor. He flung himself
on the seat beside her, clasped her in his arms, lavishing upon her
every term of lover-like endearment.
"Eugenia, my dearest, my own darling!" he exclaimed, "I cannot bear to
see you so. Why should I keep away from you? Fate is too strong for
prudence. We cannot be separated, you see. I will break every tie, I
will crush every obstacle that can come between us. Look up, my
dearest, and tell me you will be happy, and will trust yourself to me."
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