Husband and wife -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
She did not repulse him now; she was too exhausted and worn out to
struggle. She hardly realised the meaning of his words, but for this
short minute she allowed herself to rest in his arms, with a vague
feeling that it was only for this once--he must go away, he must marry
Roma; it must be, he could not break his word; and she, Eugenia, would
never see him again; she would not live long now, she had no strength to
struggle back to common life again, as she had nearly succeeded in
doing; it would be better for her to die quietly, and then it would not
surely matter to any one that she had for this once smothered her
maidenly dignify, had allowed the promised husband of another to hold
her in his arms, to call her his dearest, to kiss her pale cheeks, and
swear he would never give her up.
Suddenly an approaching footstep startled them. Only a very few minutes
had passed since Beauchamp had first returned to her, but to Eugenia it
seemed hours. Captain Chancellor got up from the seat and stood quietly
beside her, as if engaged in ordinary conversation. The new-comer was
only a stranger who passed by without noticing them, but the
interruption recalled Beauchamp's thoughts to outside matters.
"I think perhaps I had better go," he said, reluctantly, "but I cannot
leave you to find your way back alone. My friend, Major Thanet, is
waiting for me a little further on. He is lame, and cannot walk home
alone. Would you mind remaining here a very few minutes till I have
seen him safe back to his room, and then I can return here for you?"
The anxious tenderness of his words and manner was very sweet, to
Eugenia, but she resisted the temptation. She had had her moment of
weakness, but that was now past and gone. Still, this was not the time
or place for saying what had to be said, nor had she now strength for
any discussion. So she merely answered gently, so gently that any
possibility of offence was out of the question--
"Please not. I mean, please don't come back for me. It is better not.
I am quite able to go home alone now; but if you would rather," (in
deference to a shake of his head), "you might leave a message at the
hotel, asking Mrs Dalrymple's maid to come for me. She will not be
surprised; she often goes out with me, and she knows this seat."
"I will do so," he replied. "So you are with the Dalrymples!"--and
Eugenia detected, and was not surprised at, a slight shade of annoyance
in his tone.
"Yes," she replied, simply.
"But--but that will not matter?" he inquired, hesitatingly. "You are
your own mistress. You will see me? I shall try to see you in an hour
or two again. There will be no difficulty about it?"
He had turned to leave her, but waited an instant for her answer.
"Oh, no, there will be no difficulty. I will see you, or write to you,"
she said, a little confusedly.
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