Husband and wife -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
"Thank God!" whispered Eugenia; "and thank you, Sydney. I think now a
faint remembrance recurs to me of Beauchamp saying my going would have
been no use. But I took it as merely a vague consolation of his own.
Had I understood it properly, I might have controlled myself better, and
then perhaps I would not have been ill. I don't mind for myself, but
the little baby. Oh, Sydney, my poor little baby! They say she cannot
live!"
She turned her great sorrowful eyes to her sister, as if praying for a
more hopeful verdict; but Sydney dared not give it. She had seen the
poor little piteous atom of humanity. The only wonder to her was that
it lived at all.
"And it would have been such a pretty baby!" she murmured. Then another
thought struck her. "Has it been baptised?" she asked.
"Not yet. We sent to the Rectory, but Mr Dawes is away from home.
Then I sent to Stebbing, and Mr Mervyn is coming--he will soon be here.
That reminds me--let it be called `Sydney'--my mother's name and
yours."
"Will Captain Chancellor like it?" suggested Sydney, not without
hesitation.
"He need not be asked," answered Eugenia, quickly. "He cares nothing
about it--it is not a _boy_!" with bitter emphasis. "No, it is all my
own--living it is mine--dying, doubly mine. You will do as I ask,
Sydney dear?" she added, the almost fierceness of her tone melting again
into gentleness.
The little creature's name never became a source of discussion. The
feeble life flickered out that very night, leaving, short as had been
its span, one sore, desolate heart behind it.
Yet, physically, Eugenia made satisfactory progress towards recovery.
Sydney began to think of returning home, where her presence was much
needed. She did not feel that after the first she was of much comfort
to her sister; for as she grew stronger, a cloud of reserve seemed to
envelope Eugenia--she to whom it used to be impossible to conceal the
most passing fancy. To Sydney she was most loving and affectionate,
never wearied of talking over old days, full of interest in the
Thurstons' home-life and prospects. But of her own life and feelings
she said hardly a word. It might be right and wise to say nothing,
where there was nothing satisfactory to say, thought Sydney; but all the
same, it made her very unhappy. Knowing of old Eugenia's inclination to
extremes, she doubted if her grounds for disappointment and
dissatisfaction were altogether real and unexaggerated. But she could
not urge an unwilling confidence--especially on a subject of which she
felt she knew too little to be a wise adviser. For her brother-in-law
was almost a complete stranger to her. He was very civil and attentive
to her the few times they saw each other during this week, and more than
once repeated his thanks for her prompt, response to his summons; but
when she said she must fix the day of her return home, he did not press
her to stay.
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