Husband and wife -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
"You must come again before long," he said, "and by that time Eugenia
will be all right again. I expect my sister here in a week or two,
which will cheer us up a little. It will never do for Eugenia to yield
to depression. The doctors assure me she will be all right if she will
keep up her spirits, and Mrs Eyrecourt is just the person to discourage
that sort of thing--low spirits and hypochondria."
Sydney sighed. She knew very little of Mrs Eyrecourt, but she felt an
instinctive doubt of her sister's "grief being med'cinable" by such
doctoring.
The day before she left, a little incident occurred which broke down
temporarily one side of the barrier of reserve with which Eugenia had
surrounded herself. Sydney was sitting by her sister's bedside; the
invalid lying so quietly, that the watcher thought she must be asleep.
Suddenly an unexpected sound broke the stillness--an infant's cry, once
or twice repeated, then the sort of sobbing "refrain" with which a very
sleepy little baby soothes itself to peace again.
Much annoyed, Sydney rose quickly but softly from her seat, and was
hastening across the room, when Eugenia's voice recalled her.
"What was that, Sydney?" she inquired. "I was not asleep."
"I am so sorry, dear," said Sydney, looking very guilty, the colour
mounting to her forehead, "I am afraid it is my little boy. You know I
was obliged to bring him; but I hoped this would not have happened.
Mrs Grier gave us rooms at the other end of the house on purpose; but I
suppose nurse, thinking him safely asleep, ventured along the passage."
For a minute Eugenia did not speak. Then she said, gently, "Never mind,
Sydney. Perhaps it is best. Kiss me, Sydney." And when her sister's
face was closely pressed to her own, she whispered, "Even to you, dear,
I can hardly tell _how_ terrible is my feeling of loss--loss of what I
never had, you might almost say. But oh, if you knew how I looked
forward to what that little life would be to me! Sydney, if you are
ever inclined to blame me, pity me too. I need it sorely."
The sisters seemed almost to have changed places. Sydney could hardly
answer for the tears that choked her. Eugenia was perfectly calm.
"Poor Eugenia, dear Eugenia!" said Sydney at last; "I do know a little
at least of what you must be feeling. There have even been times in the
last few days when I have not wanted to see my baby--when I have felt
almost angry with him for looking _so_ strong and healthy. Oh, poor
Eugenia!" Eugenia drew her sister's face down and kissed her again.
"Do you remember, Sydney," she said, suddenly, "a day, long ago, when we
were putting camelias in our hair? Mine fell off the stalk, and you
said you would not wear yours either, because I had none."
"Yes," said Sydney, "I remember." Then they were both silent.
"I should like to see your boy," said Eugenia, in a little--"not to-day,
perhaps, but before you go. Bring him to me the last thing, that I may
kiss him."
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