Husband and wife -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
Sydney did so, "the last thing" before leaving the next morning. And
thus the sisters parted again.
Three more weeks found Eugenia, comparatively speaking, almost well
again, and beginning to resume her usual habits. It was the end of May
by now; surely the loveliest season of the year, when the colours are
brilliant yet tender with the dewy freshness wanting to them later in
the year; when there is sunshine without glare, life in abundance with
no attendant shadow of already encroaching decay. A season when happy
people feel doubly so from nature's apparent sympathy with their
rejoicing, but a season of increased suffering to the sorrowful. Oh,
but the sunshine can mock cruelly sometimes! And oh, the agony in the
carols of the soulless little birds! And the flowers, even! How
heartless the daffodils are, and the primroses, and worst of all,
perhaps, the violets! How can you show your heads again, you terrible
little blossoms, and in the self-same spots too, where last year my
darling's voice cried out in rapture that she had found you, hidden in
the very lane where, day by day, in childish faith, she unweariedly
sought you? Does she gather spring flowers now? Are there primroses
and violets in the better land? There is "no need of the sun, neither
of the moon" in that country, we are told; "there is no night there,"
"neither death, nor sorrow, nor crying." Should not this satisfy us?
But it does not. We long, ah! how we long sometimes to know a little,
however little more, to see if but for an instant the faces of the
children playing in the golden street, by the banks of the crystal
river.
Eugenia's little baby's death had been a bitter disappointment, but in
its momentary life there had been no time for the gathering of hereafter
bitter associations. Yet the bright spring days added to her sadness
and exaggerated her tendency to dwell upon her losses. They had been
many and severe, she said to herself: the father whose affection had
been tried and true; the infant in whose existence she had bound up many
hopes for the future--and besides these, what more had she not lost?
"Trust, hope, heart, and energy," she sadly answered.
One day, nearly a month after Sydney's visit, Beauchamp told her with
evident satisfaction, that he had heard from his sister; "she hopes to
be here to-morrow," he added.
"To-morrow," repeated Eugenia, aghast. She had heard something of an
impending visit from Mrs Eyrecourt, but she had heard it vaguely.
Absorbed in her own thoughts, it had never occurred to her that it was
likely to take place so soon, or that the actual date would be fixed
without her being further consulted.
"Yes, certainly, to-morrow. Why not?" said Beauchamp, coolly. "And I
am exceedingly glad she is coming. It is quite time you tried to rouse
yourself a little, my dear Eugenia, and some fresh society will do you
good."
"Society, Beauchamp?" answered Eugenia, reproachfully, "You cannot
expect me to go into society _yet_!"
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