Husband and wife -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
Gertrude was in a very amiable mood. She congratulated Eugenia on
looking so well--"Ever so much better than she had expected to see her,"
while wondering in her secret heart at the sad change in her
sister-in-law's looks. "It must be partly her clothes," she decided,
and marvelled more that her brother allowed her to wear such
"atrociously made mourning." She sighed as she reflected what a
different wife she would have liked to see at the head of her brother's
table, and sighed again as she remembered her own short-sightedness in
another direction. But her sighs were upstairs in her own room.
Downstairs, she was amiability and liveliness itself. She talked, and
laughed, and asked questions about the neighbours and neighbourhood, to
which nearly all the answers came from Beauchamp--for in most instances
Eugenia's information was at fault, her interest palpably languid. Yet
when Gertrude turned from her with a patronising "Oh, no, of course, you
have not met them--it was when you were ill;" or "Ah, yes, I remember
you were not there," Eugenia felt unreasonably indignant. Altogether,
this first evening left her with a mortifying sensation of being an
outsider in her own home; she felt again the same sensation of
loneliness and isolation, of being in no wise essential to her husband's
well-being, which had so depressed her the first evening at Winsley.
And more bitterly than ever her thoughts went back over and over again
to the irreparable past.
"Aunty," inquired Floss, a day or two after this, when she was alone
with Eugenia, "are you as pwetty as you used to be?"
The stare of the blue-green eyes was rather disconcerting.
"I don't know, Moss," said Eugenia. "I daresay not, but it doesn't
matter. What makes you ask?"
"What does `failed off' mean?" continued Floss, pursuing her own train
of thought.
"I won't answer silly questions, Floss," replied her aunt, her face
flushing, nevertheless.
"'Tisn't silly," said Floss, indignantly. "Big people said it. Mamma
said you had failed off _tewibly_, and Uncle Beachey looked cross and
said it was your own fault. I don't think Uncle Beachey is nice at all.
He spoke so cwoss. I thought falling off meant tumbling and hurting
yourself, but it doesn't. It's something about being pwetty and ugly.
And mamma said she wished she hadn't interfered once, and then somebody
else who wouldn't have failed off would have been here. Does it mean
about widing? Everybody says Aunty Woma looks pwetty widing, and I
_know_ mamma meant her."
So far, in a sort of stupor of bewildered amazement, Eugenia had
listened in silence to the child's curiously jumbled revelation.
Suddenly she recollected herself.
"Floss," she said, sternly, "you must not repeat what you were not meant
to hear, and I will not listen to you."
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