Husband and wife -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
"Oh, Roma, you must have asked him to come, your letter must have
brought him," exclaimed Beauchamp's wife in great distress. "I know you
meant it well, dear Roma, but you should not have done it. I don't want
to see him just yet. I have been trying to make up my mind to do what I
suppose must be right--to offer to go back to him, and do my duty as his
wife. But you don't know how difficult it will be. Oh, so difficult!
He will never in the least understand the feelings that made me so
miserable; he will think it was all bad temper; or low common jealousy
of his having ever cared for _you_; oh, I see it all so plainly! Of
course I will ask him to forgive me--ah, how gladly I would do so if I
thought he could understand what he really has to forgive--it is not
that I shrink from. But I see that during the rest of our life together
I shall stand at such a hopeless disadvantage: he will not be able to
believe in my real wish and determination to do my best; it is my own
fault, I have brought it on myself, but that does not make it less
bitter. This that I have done--this leaving him and my home, will be
constantly rising up in judgment against me in his mind--it will never
seem to him that anything was wanting on _his_ side. I do mean to try,
Roma, I do indeed, but all the spring has gone out of everything. Oh,
how lonely it will be!"
Roma let her finish speaking without interrupting her. Then she said
gently--"I think you see things at their very worst, Eugenia. I think
there are feelings and motives in Beauchamp which will make your life
easier than you now imagine. But I don't think my saying so will do
much good. About his coming, however, I must explain that it was
entirely his own doing. My letter did not bring him. I did not say a
word in it but what I told you. And even if I had not written,
Beauchamp would have been here by now, for your brother-in-law had sent
him your address."
"_He_ need not have interfered," said Eugenia, haughtily.
Roma smiled. "He meant it for the best, I have no doubt," she said.
"You are sore and uneasy just now, Eugenia, and no wonder, but after
awhile you will see things more brightly, I feel sure. But now, what
about your seeing Beauchamp? He will be calling this evening to ask; he
said he would. Would you rather wait till to-morrow morning?"
"I don't know," said Eugenia, irresolutely. Then, as a new thought
struck her, "Have you seen him then, Roma?" she asked.
"Yes," answered Miss Eyrecourt. "I have seen him, and had a very long
talk with him--the longest talk, I think, I ever had with any gentleman!
But I don't think his wife will be jealous," she added, with a bright
smile, which, in spite of herself, extracted a faint, shadowy reflection
of itself from Eugenia.
Just then there came a ring at the bell.
"There he is," said Roma; "well, Eugenia?"
"I will see him now," said Eugenia, suddenly. "It is better--my putting
it off might only irritate him more."
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