Husband and wife -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
"Of course he is," interrupted Roma--"very attractive, and splendidly
handsome, and everything that is likely to make any girl fall in love
with him. But I am not any girl, Gertrude, and I never _could_ fall in
love with him. Oh, I do wish you would get that well into your little
head! What a great deal of worry it would save you and me! I have a
real liking and affection for Beauchamp--how could I not have it, when
you remember how we have been thrown together?--but I know his faults
and weaknesses as well as his good qualities. Oh, no! If ever I
imagine myself falling in love with any one, it is with a very different
sort of person. Not that I ever intend to do anything so silly; but
that is beside the point. Now, Gertrude, are you convinced?
By-the-bye, you should apologise for speaking of poor Beauchamp's
amiable feelings as an `infatuation,' shouldn't you?"
"I didn't mean it in that sense," replied Mrs Eyrecourt, meekly. "I
only meant--"
"Yes, I know what you meant," interrupted Roma again. "You meant that,
as we are both penniless, or very nearly so, and, what is worse, both of
us blessed with most luxurious tastes and a supreme contempt for
economy, we couldn't do worse than set out on our travels through life
together. Of course I quite agree with you. Even if I cared for
Beauchamp--which I don't--I know we should be wretched. _I_ couldn't
stand it, and I am quite sure he couldn't. The age for that sort of
thing is past long ago. Every sensible person must see that, though now
and then, in weak moments, one has a sort of hazy regret for it, just as
one regrets one's childish belief in fairy tales." She sat silent for a
minute or two, looking down absently, idly turning the spoon round and
round in her empty cup. Then suddenly she spoke again. "It is very
puzzling to know what is best to do," she said, looking up. "Do you
know, Gertrude, notwithstanding your repeated injunctions to me to try
to snub Beauchamp without letting it come to a regular formal proposal,
and all that, I really believe I should, on my own responsibility (it
couldn't cause more uncomfortable feeling than the present state of
things), have let it come to a crisis and be done with, but for another,
a purely unselfish, reason."
"What do you mean?" asked Mrs Eyrecourt, looking alarmed.
"Just this: I think it possible that his fancy--after all, I am not sure
that it is anything but fancy, or whatever you call it--for me, may keep
him from something still sillier."
"What do you mean?" repeated Gertrude again. "You can't mean that
Beauchamp would think of marrying any one still--"
She hesitated.
"Still less desirable than I?" said Roma, coolly. "Yes--that is exactly
what I do mean."
"He would never be so foolish!" exclaimed her sister-in-law. "He is too
alive to his own interests--too much a man of the world. And think what
numberless flirtations he has had! Oh, no, Roma! he would never do
anything foolish of that kind, I feel sure."
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