Political fiction; Russia -- History -- 1801-1917 -- Fiction; Russia -- Officials and employees -- Fiction
her as she is and not fashion her to suit our fancy, and if we really
aspire to formulas and tables of rules, and well, even ... to the
chemical retort, there’s no help for it, we must accept the retort too,
or else it will be accepted without our consent....”
Yes, but here I come to a stop! Gentlemen, you must excuse me for being
over-philosophical; it’s the result of forty years underground! Allow
me to indulge my fancy. You see, gentlemen, reason is an excellent
thing, there’s no disputing that, but reason is nothing but reason and
satisfies only the rational side of man’s nature, while will is a
manifestation of the whole life, that is, of the whole human life
including reason and all the impulses. And although our life, in this
manifestation of it, is often worthless, yet it is life and not simply
extracting square roots. Here I, for instance, quite naturally want to
live, in order to satisfy all my capacities for life, and not simply my
capacity for reasoning, that is, not simply one twentieth of my
capacity for life. What does reason know? Reason only knows what it has
succeeded in learning (some things, perhaps, it will never learn; this
is a poor comfort, but why not say so frankly?) and human nature acts
as a whole, with everything that is in it, consciously or
unconsciously, and, even if it goes wrong, it lives. I suspect,
gentlemen, that you are looking at me with compassion; you tell me
again that an enlightened and developed man, such, in short, as the
future man will be, cannot consciously desire anything disadvantageous
to himself, that that can be proved mathematically. I thoroughly agree,
it can—by mathematics. But I repeat for the hundredth time, there is
one case, one only, when man may consciously, purposely, desire what is
injurious to himself, what is stupid, very stupid—simply in order to
have the right to desire for himself even what is very stupid and not
to be bound by an obligation to desire only what is sensible. Of
course, this very stupid thing, this caprice of ours, may be in
reality, gentlemen, more advantageous for us than anything else on
earth, especially in certain cases. And in particular it may be more
advantageous than any advantage even when it does us obvious harm, and
contradicts the soundest conclusions of our reason concerning our
advantage—for in any circumstances it preserves for us what is most
precious and most important—that is, our personality, our
individuality. Some, you see, maintain that this really is the most
precious thing for mankind; choice can, of course, if it chooses, be in
agreement with reason; and especially if this be not abused but kept
within bounds. It is profitable and sometimes even praiseworthy. But
very often, and even most often, choice is utterly and stubbornly
opposed to reason ... and ... and ... do you know that that, too, is
profitable, sometimes even praiseworthy? Gentlemen, let us suppose that
man is not stupid. (Indeed one cannot refuse to suppose that, if only
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