Political fiction; Russia -- History -- 1801-1917 -- Fiction; Russia -- Officials and employees -- Fiction
With people who know how to revenge themselves and to stand up for
themselves in general, how is it done? Why, when they are possessed,
let us suppose, by the feeling of revenge, then for the time there is
nothing else but that feeling left in their whole being. Such a
gentleman simply dashes straight for his object like an infuriated bull
with its horns down, and nothing but a wall will stop him. (By the way:
facing the wall, such gentlemen—that is, the “direct” persons and men
of action—are genuinely nonplussed. For them a wall is not an evasion,
as for us people who think and consequently do nothing; it is not an
excuse for turning aside, an excuse for which we are always very glad,
though we scarcely believe in it ourselves, as a rule. No, they are
nonplussed in all sincerity. The wall has for them something
tranquillising, morally soothing, final—maybe even something mysterious
... but of the wall later.)
Well, such a direct person I regard as the real normal man, as his
tender mother nature wished to see him when she graciously brought him
into being on the earth. I envy such a man till I am green in the face.
He is stupid. I am not disputing that, but perhaps the normal man
should be stupid, how do you know? Perhaps it is very beautiful, in
fact. And I am the more persuaded of that suspicion, if one can call it
so, by the fact that if you take, for instance, the antithesis of the
normal man, that is, the man of acute consciousness, who has come, of
course, not out of the lap of nature but out of a retort (this is
almost mysticism, gentlemen, but I suspect this, too), this retort-made
man is sometimes so nonplussed in the presence of his antithesis that
with all his exaggerated consciousness he genuinely thinks of himself
as a mouse and not a man. It may be an acutely conscious mouse, yet it
is a mouse, while the other is a man, and therefore, et caetera, et
caetera. And the worst of it is, he himself, his very own self, looks
on himself as a mouse; no one asks him to do so; and that is an
important point. Now let us look at this mouse in action. Let us
suppose, for instance, that it feels insulted, too (and it almost
always does feel insulted), and wants to revenge itself, too. There may
even be a greater accumulation of spite in it than in _l’homme de la
nature et de la vérité_. The base and nasty desire to vent that spite
on its assailant rankles perhaps even more nastily in it than in
_l’homme de la nature et de la vérité_. For through his innate
stupidity the latter looks upon his revenge as justice pure and simple;
while in consequence of his acute consciousness the mouse does not
believe in the justice of it. To come at last to the deed itself, to
the very act of revenge. Apart from the one fundamental nastiness the
luckless mouse succeeds in creating around it so many other nastinesses
in the form of doubts and questions, adds to the one question so many
unsettled questions that there inevitably works up around it a sort of
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