If I had really imagined that I had bored you and your husband so
very little while I was in Paris in December I should long since
have repeated the experiment; the more surely that I want so much
to see again my darling nieces and delight myself in the abundance
of their large-eyed belief.... Our Alice is still under
discipline--preparing to fulfil some high destiny or other in the
future by reducing decimal fractions to their lowest possible rate
of subsistence, where they often grow so attenuated under her rapid
little fingers that my poor old eyes can no longer see them at all.
I shall go before long to England, and then perhaps--! But I shan't
promise anything on _her_ behalf.
You ask me "why I do not brandish my tomahawk and, like Walt
Whitman, raise my barbaric yawp over the roofs of all the houses."
It is because I am not yet a "cosmos" as that gentleman avowedly
is, but only a very dim nebula, doing its modest best, no doubt, to
solidify into cosmical dimensions, but still requiring an "awful
sight" of time and pains and patience on the part of its friends.
You evidently fancy that cosmoses are born to all the faculty they
shall ever have, like ducks: no such thing. There is no respectable
cosmos but what is born to such a vapoury and even gaseous
inheritance as requires long centuries of conflict on its part to
overcome the same and become pronounced or educated in its proper
mineral, vegatable or animal order. Ducks are born perfect; that is
to say they utter the same unmodified unimproved quack on their
dying pillow that they uttered on their natal day; whereas cosmoses
are destined to a life of such surprising change that you may say
their career is an incessant disavowal of their birth, or that
their highest maturation consists in their utter renunciation of
their natural father and mother. You transcendentalists make the
fatal mistake of denying education, of sundering present from past
and future from present. These things are indissolubly one, the
present deriving its consciousness only from the past, and the
future drawing all its distinctive wisdom from our present
experience. The law is the same with the individual as it is with
the race: none of us can dodge the necessity of regeneration, of
disavowing our natural ancestry in order to come forth in our own
divinely-given proportions. The secret of this necessity ought to
reconcile us to it, however onerous the obligation it imposes; for
that secret is nothing more nor less than this, that we cosmoses
have a plenary divine origin and are bound eventually to see that
divinity reproduced in our most familiar and trivial experience,
even down to the length of our shoe-ties. If the Deity were an
immense Duck capable only of emitting an eternal quack we of course
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