But she went to Newport after a few days apparently; whence comes this.
I believe I was in bed when I last wrote to you, but that attack
didn't prove nearly so bad a one as the previous; I rather bullied
it, and after the fourth hemorrhage it ceased; moreover my cough is
better since I came here. But I am, to tell the truth, a little
homesick--and am afraid I am becoming too much of a baby. Whether
it's from illness or from the natural bent I know not, but there is
no comfort in life away from people who care for you--not an heroic
statement, I am fully aware. I hear that Wilky is at home, and dare
say he will have the kindness to run down and see me while I am
here; at least I hope so. But I am not in the mood for writing
to-day--I am tired and can only bore you if I kept on. It is just a
year since we began to write, and aren't you by this time a little
tired of it? If you are, say so like a man--don't be afraid of me.
Now I am going to lie down before dressing for dinner. Good-bye.
This passage more than a month later makes me ask myself of which of the
correspondents it strikes me as most characteristic. The gay clearness
of the one looks out--as it always looked out on the least chance
given--at the several apparent screens of the other; each of which is
indeed disconnectedly, independently clear, but tells too small a part
(at least for her pitch of lucidity) of what they together enclose, and
what was _quand meme_ of so fine an implication. Delightful at the same
time any page from her that is not one of the huddled milestones of her
rate of decline.
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