judgment, weight of experience and authority, and which may ever so
quietly drop. How kindly in another relation it had been in fact capable
of dropping comes back to me in the mention of my brother Wilky, as to
whom this aspect of his admiring friendship for our young relative's
correspondent, the fruit of their common military service roundabout
Charleston, again comprehensively testifies. That comradeship was a
privilege that Wilky strongly cherished, as well as what one
particularly liked to think for him of his having known--he was to have
known nothing more fortunate. In no less a degree was our elder brother
to come to prize _his_ like share in the association--this being
sufficiently indicated, for that matter, in the note I have quoted from
him. That I have prized my own share in it let my use of this benefit
derived strongly represent. But again for Minnie herself the sadder
admonition is sharp, and I find I know not what lonely pluck in her
relapses shaken off as with the jangle of silver bells, her expert
little efforts to live them down, Newport and other matters aiding and
the general preoccupied good will all vainly at her service. Pitiful in
particular her carrying her trouble experimentally back to the Newport
of the first gladness of her girlhood and of the old bright spectacle.
I know quite well I don't owe you a letter, and that the custom for
maidens is to mete out strictly letter for letter; but if you don't
mind it I don't, and if you _do_ mind that kind of thing you had
better learn not to at once--if you propose to be a friend of mine;
or else have your feelings from time to time severely shocked.
After which preamble I will say that there is a special reason in
this case, though there might not be in another.
She mentions having seen a common friend, in great bereavement and
trouble, who has charged her with a message to her correspondent "if you
know of anything to comfort a person when the one they love best dies,
for heaven's sake say it to her--_I_ hadn't a word to say." And she goes
on:
I wrote to you that I was going to Newport, and I meant to go next
Tuesday, but I had another hemorrhage last night, and it is
impossible to say when I shall be able to leave here. I think I was
feeling ill when I last wrote to you, and ever since have been
coughing and feeling wretchedly, until finally the hemorrhage has
come. If that goes over well I think I shall be better. I am in bed
now, on the old plan of gruel and silence, and I may get off
without any worse attack this time. It is a perfect day, like
summer--my windows are up and the birds sing. It seems quite out of
keeping that I should be in bed. I should be all right if I could
only get rid of coughing. The warm weather will set me up again. I
wonder what you are doing to-day. Probably taking a solitary walk
and meditating--on what? Good-bye.
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