But a line to-day to tell you that Elly was safely married on
Wednesday. She looked simply beautiful in her wedding garment, and
behaved herself throughout with a composure that was as delightful
as it was surprising. I send you a photograph of myself that I had
taken a few weeks ago. It looks perhaps a trifle melancholy, but I
can't help that--I did the best I could. But I won't write more--it
wouldn't be enlivening. Everything looks grey and blue in the world
nowadays. It will all be bright again in time, I have no doubt;
there is no special reason for it; I think I am simply tired with
knocking about. Yet my week in Newport might have been pleasant
enough if the dentist hadn't taken that occasion to break my bones
for me in a barbarous manner. You are very kind and friendly to
me--you don't know how much happiness your letters give me. You
will be surprised, I dare say, but I shall not, at the last day,
when the accounts are all settled, to find how much this counts in
your favour. Good-bye.
I find my story so attaching that I prize every step of its course, each
note of which hangs together with all the others. The writer is
expressed to my vision in every word, and the resulting image so worth
preserving. Much of one's service to it is thus a gathering-in of the
ever so faded ashes of the happiness that did come to her after all in
snatches. Everything could well, on occasion, look "grey and blue," as
she says; yet there were stretches, even if of the briefest, when other
things still were present than the active symptoms of her state. The
photograph that she speaks of above is before me as I write and
blessedly helpful to memory--so that I am moved to reproduce it only
till I feel again how the fondness of memory must strike the light for
apprehension. The plan of the journey to California for the advantage of
the climate there was, with other plans taken up and helplessly dropped,
but beguiling for the day, to accompany her almost to the end.
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