The Temple-Emmet caravan have advanced as far as Newport and now
propose to retreat again to Pelham without stopping at Boston or
anywhere else. My brother-in-law has business in New York and can't
be away any longer. I haven't been well of late, or I should have
run up to Boston for a day or two to take a sad farewell of all I
love in that city and thereabouts before I cross the Rocky
Mountains. This little trip has been made out for me by my friends;
I have determined to go, and shall probably start with Elly and
Temple in about ten days, possibly not for a fortnight, to spend
the winter in San Francisco. I can't be enthusiastic about it, but
suppose I might as well take all the means I can to get better: a
winter in a warm climate _may_ be good for me. In short I am going,
and now what I want _you_ to do about it is simply to come and see
us before that. Kitty is going to send you a line to add her
voice--perhaps that may bring you. You may never see me again, you
know, and if I were to die so far away you'd be sorry you hadn't
taken leave of me, wouldn't you?
The idea of California held, and with other pleasant matters really
occupied the scene; out of which moreover insist on shining to me
accessory connections, or connections that then were to be: intensely
distinct for example the figure of Miss Crawford, afterwards Madame von
Rabe, sister of my eminent friend F. Marion of the name and, in her
essence, I think, but by a few shades less entire a figure than
he--which is saying much. The most endowed and accomplished of men Frank
Crawford, so that I have scarcely known another who had more aboundingly
lived and wrought, about whom moreover there was singularly more to be
said, it struck me, than at all found voice at the time he might have
been commemorated. Therefore if the young lady alluded to in my cousin's
anecdote was at all of the same personal style and proportion--well, I
should draw the moral if it didn't represent here too speciously the
mouth of a trap, one of those I have already done penance for; the
effect of my yielding to which would be a shaft sunk so straight down
into matters interesting and admirable and sad and strange that, with
everything that was futurity to the occasion noted in our letter and is
an infinitely mixed and a heavily closed past now, I hurry on without so
much as a glance.
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