Notes of hospital life from November, 1861, to August, 1863 — John Shaqi
Notes of hospital life from November, 1861, to August, 1863Anonymous
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Notes of hospital life from November, 1861, to August, 1863
Anonymous
United States -- History -- Civil War, 1861-1865 -- Hospitals
“She might have, by this time, one would think.”
Heart sick, I turned away; my theory of trust henceforth must have
exceptions. I had led another into sin, and he must suffer for my fault.
Just at this instant Brown rushes in, flushed and heated, it is true, but
with exercise alone,--that was quite plain--and handing me the money,
pants out,
“I’ve been clean to the wharf, and couldn’t get a bit; I determined you
should have it, and I’ve been through every market I knowed on, but not a
blessed scrap could I find.”
“How glad I am!” broke involuntarily from my lips; and I was only
recalled to the inappropriateness of the reply, by his look of puzzled
wonder, and “What was it you said, miss?”
“Nothing,” I answered; “thank you for the trouble you have taken;” and
he left me, much mystified by my evident delight at the failure of his
errand.
The truth of his statement was verified by a lady, who (her carriage at
the door) offered to see if she could be more successful. She returned,
some time afterwards, bringing some other fish, and assuring me that it
was quite impossible to procure any shad that day, at any price, as
there was none in the market.
“They tell me, that I should not love
Where I cannot esteem;
But do not fear them, for to me
False wisdom doth it seem.
“Nay,--rather I should love thee more
The farther thou dost rove;
For what Prayers are effectual,
If not the Prayers of Love?”
DARLINGTON.
“I pity our sick men, to-day,” thought I, as I gladly took shelter within
the hospital walls from the burning summer sun, which was beating with
unusual violence upon the hot brick pavements and dusty streets. The city
in summer, and “Dante’s Inferno,” always seem to me synonymous terms.
It is on days like these, when the town seems so close and crowded,
the heated air so heavy and impure, that I long to have the hospitals
or their occupants all moved to the calm, cool country, where the poor
sufferer may be beguiled from the thought of his pain by the sweet sights
and sounds ever around him; that blessed blue, which no town sky can
ever attain, let it try its best, broken by fair, floating masses of
white clouds, their forms ever varying, yet each seeming more beautiful
than the last; the glad, grateful green of woods and dells, which, like
a loved presence, ever unconsciously soothes and satisfies; the soft,
springing wild flowers, with their sweet, sunny smile,--these for the
eye; while for the ear, listen to the cheerful chime with which that
little babbling brook plays its accompaniment in “little sharps and
trebles” to the chorus of voices overhead; no discord there--not one
false note to jar the unstrung nerve, but all pure, perfect harmony.
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