Notes of hospital life from November, 1861, to August, 1863Anonymous
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Notes of hospital life from November, 1861, to August, 1863
Anonymous
United States -- History -- Civil War, 1861-1865 -- Hospitals
“And, comforted, I praised the grace
Which him had led to be
An early seeker of That Face
Which he should early see.”
Perhaps the most pathetic part of the whole thing, was to see the deep,
real, unostentatious grief of poor Richards, who seemed as if he had lost
a son. This was a strange case altogether. Richards was a man who had
been in the English army; tall, fine-looking, with a military air and
bearing, which had impressed me much when he first came to the hospital;
but I soon found that his habits were bad, and that any permission to
go out was sure to be followed by a night in the guard-house, and days
in bed. And yet a kinder heart could scarcely be found. He had devoted
himself to more than one of the men, and watched them night after night
till their death. In one instance, when one man whom he had been nursing
was to be taken home, here in the city, he obtained permission to go
with him and nurse him, sitting up with him and watching him till his
death. As at such times he always remained perfectly sober, it was
suggested to make him nurse, (his disease rendering a return to his
regiment impossible,) with the hope that the good influence over him
which this work seemed to possess, might be permanent; but this would
not do; he could not be trusted unless he had a special interest in the
man he was nursing, and what was necessary to create such interest he
alone knew. Whatever the qualities were, Darlington possessed them in
the highest degree. He seemed to attract him from the first, and the
love was warmly returned. Darlington thought no one could move him, no
one could feed him, no one could dress his wound but “Uncle Richards,
dear Uncle Richards,” as he called him; and often have I wondered at the
tender love which seemed to exist between them. Those who were present
told me that it was truly wonderful to watch Richards all through that
last day, kneeling at his bedside, praying with him, repeating text after
text of Scripture or hymns, as he asked for them. One of the last things
Darlington said was, “Where is dear Uncle Richards? I want to put my arms
round his neck, and thank him for all his goodness and kindness to me.”
And yet this is the man of whom some one said to me, only a day or two
since, “Why do you speak to that worthless fellow?”
One day, in my next week at the hospital, Richards came to me, and with
the usual salute, which he never forgets, said, “Miss ----, you used to
care for poor Tom, would you let me tell you about him? The world seems
so lonely to me, now he’s gone.”
I gladly assented, and seated on an old packing-box, in the corner of the
hospital entry, I listened to his story. He gave me every detail of his
illness, most of them already familiar to me; told, with evident pride,
how the poor fellow thought nobody but himself could do anything for him.
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