Notes of hospital life from November, 1861, to August, 1863Anonymous
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Notes of hospital life from November, 1861, to August, 1863
Anonymous
United States -- History -- Civil War, 1861-1865 -- Hospitals
“And did you imagine,” said I, “that such a rebellion could be carried
on without affecting and injuring every nerve and fibre of the whole
country? Do you not see that it is a moral Pyæmia--a poisoning of the
veins of the entire nation? And although we trust the disease may be
arrested ere it destroy national existence, still the system suffers
throughout; and the result must be vapid volumes, paltry pictures, and
silly statements of so-called science. But granting that it is to be
deplored--that the military mind should take the place of the literary
one, I must break a lance with you on the question whether, in so doing,
‘poetry, refined taste, and love for the beautiful’ must of necessity
be lost. I will not grant it. At the opening of the war I thought, with
you, that the finer feelings of our nature were exclusively the property
of the higher classes; but two years’ experience in a military hospital,
where men appear mentally as well as physically in “undress uniform,” has
shown me the utter fallacy of such a theory; and now I do not hesitate to
affirm that I have seen there as much unwritten poetry, tender feeling,
aye, and love for the beautiful, as I have ever witnessed among the same
number of people gathered together at any time, or in any place.”
Sickly sentimentality, whether shown in words or actions, for “our poor,
suffering soldiers,” is certainly a thing to be much deprecated; but,
on the other hand, is not a hard, gregarious view of them to be equally
avoided?
I do not ask to raise them to _more_, but not to sink them to _less_
than men. Our army is no “Corporation without a soul;” it is a mass of
units--a collection of beating hearts, throbbing pulses, and straining
nerves, which ask and need our love and sympathy, and surely they should
not ask in vain.
I have anticipated your question, dear reader, “Why bore us with your
conversation with your friend?” Simply because that conversation has
led to the further bore of this volume. These notes were jotted down
as the incidents occurred; they are a simple statement of facts simply
stated. The only object of collecting them at present is that, as my
friend’s feeling appears to be a general one, it seemed possible that
these instances might prove, in some small degree, the converse of
the proposition; and, although at any other time quite unworthy of
publication, the intense and absorbing desire, at present, to obtain
particulars of even the most trifling circumstances connected with the
war, has led me to hope that they may not be wholly without interest.
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