"I ought not to have brought you here. You were in despair, and I took
advantage of it. Can you forgive me, Annette?"
"Dear Dick, there is nothing to forgive. I was more to blame than you."
"It was instead of the Seine. That was the excuse I made to myself. But
the wind blows it away. It blows everything away--everything,
everything.... Don't be angry again like that, Annette. Promise me you
won't. You were too angry, and I took a mean advantage of it.... I once
took advantage of a man's anger with a horse, but it brought me no
luck. I thought I wouldn't do it again, but I did. And I haven't got
much out of it this time either. I'm dying, or something like it. I'm
going away for good and all. I'm so tired I don't know how I shall ever
get there."
"Rest a little, Dick. Don't talk any more now."
"I want to give you a tip before I go. An old trainer put me up to it,
and he made me promise not to tell anyone, and I haven't till now. But I
want to do you a good turn to make up for the bad one. He said he'd
never known it fail, and I haven't either. I've tried it scores of
times. When you're angry, Annette, look at a cloud." Dick's blue eyes
were fixed with a great earnestness on hers. "Not just for a minute.
Choose a good big one, like a lot of cotton wool, and go on looking at
it while it moves. And the anger goes away. Sounds rot, doesn't it? But
you simply can't stay angry. Seems as if everything were too small and
footling to matter. Try it, Annette. Don't look at water any more.
That's no use. But a cloud--the bigger the better.... You won't drown
yourself now, will you?"
"No."
"Annette rolling down to the sea over and over, knocking against the
bridges. I can't bear to think of it. Promise me."
"I promise."
He sighed, and his hand fell out of hers. She laid it down. The great
wind of which he spoke had taken him once more, whither he knew not.
She leaned her face against the pillow and longed that she too might be
swept away whither she knew not.
The doctor came in and looked at them.
"Are his family coming soon?" he asked Mrs. Stoddart afterwards. "And
Madame Le Geyt! Can Madame's mother be summoned? There has been some
great shock. Her eyes show it. It is not only Monsieur who is on the
verge of the precipice."
CHAPTER V
"And he the wind-whipped, any whither wave
Crazily tumbled on a shingle-grave
To waste in foam."
GEORGE MEREDITH.
Towards evening Dick regained consciousness.
"Annette." That was always the first word.
"Here." That was always the second.
"I lost the way back," he said breathlessly. "I thought I should never
find it, but I had to come."
He made a little motion with his hand, and she took it.
"You must help me. I have no one but you."
His eyes dwelt on her. His helpless soul clung to hers, as hers did to
his. They were like two shipwrecked people--were they not indeed
shipwrecked?--cowering on a raft together, alone, in the great ring of
the sea.
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