"I always thought I could understand mother running away from that
home," said Annette. "I would have run away too, if I could. I did once
as a small child, but I only got as far as Bethnal Green."
"Then your mother died when you were quite small?"
"Yes; I can just remember being with her in lodgings after she left
father--for she had to leave him. But he got all her money from her
first--at least, all she had it in her power to give up. I can remember
how she used to sob at night when she thought I was asleep. And then, my
next remembrance is the aunts and the house in London. They meant to be
kind. They were kind. I was their niece, after all. But they were
Nevills. It seems it is a very noble, mysterious thing to be a Nevill.
Now, I was only half a Nevill, and only half English, and dark like
father. I take after father. And of course I am not quite a lady. They
felt that."
"You look like one," said Mrs. Stoddart.
"Do I? I think that is only because I hold myself well and know how to
put on my clothes."
"My dear Annette! As if those two facts could deceive me for a moment!"
"But I am not one, all the same," said Annette. "Gentle-people, I don't
mean only the aunts but--_others_, don't regard me as their equal,
or--or treat me so."
She was silent for a moment, and her lip quivered. Then she went on
quietly--
"The minute I was twenty-one and independent I came into a hundred a
year, and I left the aunts. I made them a sort of little speech on my
birthday. I can see them now, all three staring at me. And I thanked
them for their kindness, especially Aunt Cathie, and told them my mind
was quite made up to go and live with father and become a professional
singer. I had meant to do it since I was twelve."
"Did they mind much?"
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