He did not add that he had all but broken it. Indeed, it was probable
that he had already forgotten the fact.
He looked hard at her with his dancing, irresponsible blue eyes. He had
the good looks which he shared with some of his horses, of extreme high
breeding. He was even handsome in a way, with a thin, reckless, trivial
face, and a slender, wiry figure. He looked as light as a leaf, and as
if he were being blown through life by any chance wind, the wind of his
own vagaries.
His manner had just the shade of admiring familiarity which to some men
seems admissible to the pretty daughter of a disreputable old innkeeper.
He peered down at the river, and then at the houses crowding along its
yellow quays, mysterious behind their paint as a Frenchwoman behind her
pomade and powder.
Then he looked back at her with mock solemnity.
"I see nothing," he said.
"What did you expect to see?"
"Something that had the honour of engaging your attention completely."
"I was looking at the water."
"Just so. But why?"
She paused a moment, and then said, without any change of voice--
"I was thinking of throwing myself in."
Their eyes met--his, foolhardy, inquisitive, not unkindly; hers, sombre,
sinister, darkened.
The recklessness in both of them rushed out and joined hands.
He laughed lightly.
"No, no," he said, "sweet Annette--lovely Annette. The Seine is not for
you. So you have quarrelled with Falconhurst already. He has managed
very badly. Or did you find out that he was going to be married? I knew
it, but I did not say. Never mind. If he is, it doesn't matter. And if
he isn't, it doesn't matter. Nothing matters."
"You are right. Nothing matters," said Annette. Her face, always pale,
had become livid.
His became suddenly alert, flushed, as hers paled. He sighted a possible
adventure. Excitement blazed up in his light eyes.
"One tear," he said, "yes,--you may shed one tear. But the Seine! No.
The Seine is made up of all the tears which women have shed for men--men
of no account, worthless wretches like Falconhurst and me. You must not
add to that great flood. Leave off looking at the water, Annette. It is
not safe for you to look at it. Look at me instead. And listen to what I
am saying. You are not listening."
"Yes, I am."
"I'm going down to Fontainebleau for a bit. The doctor says I must get
out of Paris and keep quiet, or I shan't be able to ride at Auteuil. I
don't believe a word he says, croaking old woman! But--hang it all, I'm
bound to ride Sam Slick at Auteuil. Kirby can look after the string
while I'm at Fontainebleau. I'm going there this afternoon. Come with
me. I am not much, but I am better than the Seine. My kisses will not
choke the life out of you, as the Seine's will. We will spend a week
together, and talk matters over, and sit in the sun, and at the end of
it we shall both laugh--_how_ we shall laugh--when you remember this."
And he pointed to the swirling water.
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