Lady Louisa did not speak again while the nurse made the arrangements
for the night. She was incensed with her. She had been too peremptory
with Harry. It was not for her to order him about in that way. Lady
Louisa was beginning to distrust this capable, indefatigable woman, on
whom she had become absolutely dependent; and when the nurse had left
her for the night, and was asleep in the next room with the door open
between, she began to turn over in her mind, not for the first time, the
idea of parting with her, and letting Janey nurse her entirely once
more, as she had done at first. Janey with Anne the housemaid to help
her could manage perfectly well, whatever the doctor might say. It was
not as if she wanted anything doing for her, lying still as she did day
after day. She should never have had a trained nurse if her own wishes
had been consulted. But when were they ever consulted? The doctor, who
understood nothing about her illness, had insisted, and Janey had not
resisted the idea as she ought to have done. But the whole household
could not be run to suit Janey's convenience. She had told her so
already more than once. She should tell her so again. Even worms will
turn. There were others to be considered besides Janey, who only
considered herself.
Lady Louisa's mind left her daughter and went back, as if it had
received some subtle warning, to the subject of the nurse. She was
convinced by the woman's manner of intervening when she had been
questioning Harry, that something had been concealed from her about the
expedition to Ipswich. She constantly suspected that there was a cabal
against her. She was determined to find out what it was, which she could
easily do from Harry. And if Nurse had really disobeyed her, and had
taken him on the water, which always excited him, or to a theatre, which
was strictly forbidden, then she would make use of that act of
disobedience as a pretext for dismissing her, and she would certainly
not consent to have anyone else in her place. Having settled this point,
she closed her eyes and tried to settle herself to sleep.
But sleep would not come. The diligent little clock, with its face
turned to the strip of light shed by the shaded nightlight, recorded in
a soft chime half-hour after half-hour. With forlorn anger, she
reflected that every creature in the house was sleeping--she could hear
Nurse's even breathing close at hand--every one except herself, who
needed sleep more than anyone to enable her to get through the coming
day. It did not strike her that possibly Janey also might be lying
open-eyed through the long hours.
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