Nursing knowledge is discovered and tested in the ongoing nursing
situations. Once experienced, nursing situations can be made
available for living anew, with new discovery and testing. Aesthetic
representation of nursing situations brings the lived experience into
the realm of new experience. Thus, the knowledge of nursing can be made
available for further study. Re-presentation of nursing situations
can occur through the medium of nursing stories, poetry, painting,
sculpture, and other art forms (Schoenhofer, 1989). Aesthetic
re-presentation conserves the epistemic integrity of nursing while
permitting full appreciation of the singularity of any one nursing
situation (Boykin & Schoenhofer, 1991). Here, then, is one nurse's story
of a shared lived experience in which the caring between nurse and the
one nursed enhanced personhood. This story is offered as an example
of nursing situation, re-presented as an open text, available for
continuing participation by all who wish to enter into this shared lived
experience of nursing. In fact, we invite the reader to enter into this
nursing situation, which may then be used in classroom or conference
settings to stimulate general or specific inquiry and dialogue.
CONNECTIONS
One night as I listened to the change of shift report, I remember the
strange feeling in the pit of my stomach when the evening nurse reviewed
the lab tests on Tracy P Tall, strawberry-blonde and freckle-faced,
Tracy was struggling with the everyday problems of adolescence and
fighting a losing battle against leukemia. Tracy rarely had visitors.
As I talked with Tracy this night I felt resentment from her toward her
mother, and I experienced a sense of urgency that her mother be with
her. With Tracy's permission I called her mother and told her that Tracy
needed her that night. I learned that she was a single mother with
two other small children, and that she lived several hours from the
hospital. When she arrived at the hospital, distance and silence
prevailed. With encouragement, the mother sat close to Tracy and I sat
on the other side, stroking Tracy's arm. I left the room to make rounds
and upon return found Mrs. P. still sitting on the edge of the bed
fighting to stay awake. I gently asked Tracy if we could lie on the bed
with her. She nodded. The three of us lay there for a period of time and
I then left the room. Later, when I returned, I found Tracy wrapped
in her mothers arms. Her mothers eyes met mine as she whispered "she's
gone." And then, "please don't take her yet." I left the room and closed
the door quietly behind me. It was just after 6 o'clock when I slipped
back into the room just as the early morning light was coming through
the window. "Mrs. P," I reached out and touched her arm. She raised her
tear-streaked face to look at me. "It's time," I said and waited. When
she was ready, I helped her off the bed and held her in my arms for
a few moments.
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