fullest extent, it is necessary that no self-interest, no mean prospect
of individual advantage, should interfere: all must be pure and
confiding. Love-making should not be like a game of _écarté_ with a
black leg, where you must not rise from the table till you are ruined.
No! it should rather resemble a party at picquet with your pretty
cousin, when the moment either party is tired, you may throw down the
cards and abandon the game.
This, then, is the case of the man; he either discovers that on further
acquaintance the qualities he believed in were not so palpable as
he thought, or, if there, marred in their exercise by opposing and
antagonist forces, of whose existence he knew not, he thinks he detects
discrepancies of temperament, disparities of taste; he foresees that in
the channel where he looked for deep water there are so many rocks, and
shoals, and quicksands, that he fears the bark of conjugal happiness may
be shipwrecked upon them; and like a prudent mariner, he resolves to
lighten the craft by “throwing over the lady.” Had this man married with
all these impending suspicions on his mind, there is little doubt he
would have made a most execrable husband; not to mention the danger that
his wife should not be all amiable as she ought. He stops short--that
is, he explains in one, perhaps in a series of letters, the reasons of
his new course.
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He expects in return the admiration and esteem of her, for whose
happiness he is legislating, as well as for his own; and oh, base
ingratitude! he receives a letter from her attorney. The gentlemen of
the long robe--newspaper again--are in ecstasies. Like devils on
the arrival of a new soul, they brighten up, rub their hands, and
congratulate each other on a glorious case. The damages are laid at five
thousand pounds; and, as the lady is pretty, and can be seen from the
jury-box, being fathers themselves, they award every sixpence of the
money.
I can picture to myself the feeling of the defendant at such a moment
as this. As he stands alone in conscious honesty, ruminating on his
fate--alone, I say, for, like Mahomet's coffin, he has no resting-place;
laughed at by the men, sneered at by the women, mulcted of perhaps half
his fortune, merely because for the last three years of his life he
represented himself in every amiable and attractive trait that can grace
and adorn human nature. Who would wonder, if, like the man in the farce,
he would register a vow never to do a good-natured thing again as long
as he lives; or what respect can he have for a government or a country,
where the church tells him to love his neighbour, and the chief justice
makes him pay five thousand for his obedience.
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