American fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, American -- Periodicals
Gram Perkins was not my grandmother. I had good reason to believe
that she had died and received Christian burial a half century before
I first set foot in Haddock harbour. Neither were the dreams of my
dreaming; so my connection with her was always remote and impersonal.
Nevertheless, I came to know through her all the horror and the
fascination of a perturbed spirit.
For those who may not know the harbour, let me explain that it bites
into the northern stretch of Maine coast. Summer resorters are still
in the minority, and peace and beauty serve as perpetual handmaidens
to those few exhausted, nerve-racked city folk who have found refuge
there. I was there only a few days when the immortal essence of Gram
Perkins confronted me. Perkins is a prevailing name at the harbour.
A Perkins peddles fish on Tuesdays and Fridays. A Perkins keeps the
village store in whose windows are displayed those amazing knickknacks
somebody or other creates out of sweet grass, beads, birch bark, and
sealing wax. A Perkins is framed daily in the general delivery window
of the post office, and his brother drives the one village jitney.
It was Cal Perkins of tender years who indirectly introduced me to the
mysterious dreamer of the dreams. Cal took me on my first scaling of
the blueberry ledges. Standing like Balboa on the Peak of Darien he
swept a hand inland and said: “Somewhars, over thar, lives Zeb Perkins.
Hain’t never laid eyes on him myself, but Pa says you doan’t never want
to hear him tell of them four dreams he’s had of Grandmother Perkins.
Woan’t sleep ag’in fur a month ef you do.” It was not long before I
discovered those dreams were as firm a tradition at the harbour as
the “Three Hairs of Grandfather Knowital” are in Eastern Europe--only
with a difference. Natives in the Balkans pass on their story for the
asking; whereas in Haddock harbour they evade all questions leading to
Gram Perkins, while their tongues travel to their cheeks.
One day Cal took me to the cemetery and showed me the Perkins monument.
It was a splendid affair in two shades of marble with a wrought-iron
fence and gateway, and all about it were the head stones marking the
graves of the separate members of the family. I read the inscription on
Gram Perkins’s stone:
Sara Amanda Perkins
Beloved wife of Benjamin Perkins, Sea Captain
1791-1863
May she rest in perfect peace!
“Wall, she didn’t!” Cal hurled the words at me as he catapulted through
the gate, shaking all over like the aspen back of the lot. I caught a
final mumbling: “Never aim to stop nigh _her_. Pa says I might git to
dreamin’, too.”
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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