American fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, American -- Periodicals
Here was distinctly unpleasant food for thought. Already she had a firm
grip on my waking hours, and there was no relish to the idea of her
haunting my sleeping ones. The manner in which she possessed the town
was astounding. She lurked wherever one went, popping out with the most
casual remark when one was buying a pound of butter or a pint of clams.
And yet, for all the daily allusions and innuendoes, one never got at
the heart of the matter; one never rightly understood why Gram Perkins
was and yet was not five feet below the sod. As for the dreamer of the
dreams, one never found him clothed in anything more solid than words.
I questioned Peddling Perkins one Friday when he came to our house with
the makings of a chowder. “Tell me,” I began, “where does Zeb Perkins
live and what relation is he to you?”
He paused in his weighing. The scales hung from a rafter in his cart
and worked somewhat mysteriously. He might have been weighing out the
exact amount of relationship he cared to claim. “Fur as I can make out
he’s sort of a third cousin.”
“Did he ever tell you about those dreams?”
“No, m’am!” He fixed me with a fore-warning eye. “What’s more, he
hain’t never goin’ to. I seen Scip Perkins--time he told him. Scairt!
Never seen a feller so shook up in his life. Didn’t take off his
clothes and lay good abed fur a week. No, m’am!”
I questioned the post-office Perkins one day: “Do you happen to know
what Zeb Perkins dreamed about his grandmother?”
“Dreamed! Gosh, what didn’t he dream? Think of anything a sensible
woman, dead and buried fifty years, stands liable to do and you
wouldn’t have the half of it.” He finished snapping his teeth together
to signify that he had gone as far with those dreams as he intended to
go--for the present, anyway.
A few days later I took the matter to the village store. I even
bought a chain and earrings of sealing wax to make my going seem less
mercenary. “Those dreams,” I ventured, “how did they happen and do they
belong entirely to Zeb?”
“They do, God be praised!” Whereupon the storekeeper retired behind
the necklace for a good two minutes, and then partially emerged to
whisper, “No one’s layin’ any claim at all to those dreams but Zeb. And
I’ve always thought myself if he hadn’t had them, no knowing what he
mightn’t have had.”
II
For two recurring summers I stayed fixed at this point. And then came a
spring when I slipped off early to the harbour for trout. The Perkins
who drives the jitney met me at the wharf as I stepped from the Boston
boat. “Hain’t a summer resorter nor a bluejay here yit,” was his
greeting. “Weather’s right smart--nips ye considerable.” And it did.
The water in the brooks was so cold my fingers remained stiff and blue
all day. But the fishing was good, and in the end I caught something
more than trout.
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