American fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, American -- Periodicals
There had been a time when it had jumped in every fibre of his soul. He
had been a cadet officer then, with only twelve solo hours in the air,
under the old rough-and-tumble system of learning to fly. Spinning at
that time was an unsolved mystery to him, a ghastly mystery that had
meant quick death in a welter of blood, flecked with splinters. Fred
McCloud had gone that way, and Johnny Archamboult. For weeks afterward,
Johnny’s screams had rung in his ears like a stab of pain, until the
mere smell of petrol and fabric dope made the fear crawl into his
throat and strangle him. Somehow he had kept on with the rest, under
the merciless scourge that lashed one on to fly--and the worse fear of
seeing cold scorn in the eyes of the men who taught the lore of thin
cloud miles.
The tender twisted and dodged along the hard mud ribbon that ran like
a badly healed cicatrix across the pock-scarred face of the fields.
Gnarled and bleak, they were fields that had held the weight of
blood-crazed men--still held them in unmarked graves, where they had
fallen the year before under the steel flail. He had heard stories
from his older brother about those fields--the laughing brother who
had gone away one day and returned months later without his laugh,
only to go away again, not to come back. He had seen pictures in the
magazines----But somehow no one had caught their utter bleakness as he
saw it now.
The riven boles of two obscene trees crouched and argued about it on
the lead-gray horizon, tossing their splintered arms and shrieking, he
fancied, like quarrelling old women in the lesser streets of a village.
Close to the roadway, there were a torn shoe and a tin hat flattened
like a crushed derby. Poor relics that even salvage could see no
further use in. Farther off, a splintered caisson pointed three spokes
of a shattered wheel to the sky, like a mutilated hand thrown out in
agony. He was seeing it for himself now.
No one could smile at the cleanness of his uniform again and say,
“Wait till you get out. When I was in France----” He was out himself
now. In a day or so he would go over the line with loaded guns. His
instructors at the training ’drome--thin-jawed men with soiled ribbons
under their wings--had done no more, and some of them had done less.
The thought braced him somewhat. They had seemed so different--so
impossible to imitate--those men. Their war had always been a
different one from his; a war peopled with vague, fearless men like
Rhodes-Moorehouse and Albert Ball and Bishop, the Canadian; men who
flew without a thought for themselves.
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