Oberheim (Voices): A Chronicle of WarLeadem, Christopher
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Oberheim (Voices): A Chronicle of War
Leadem, Christopher
Science fiction
"Well do I know my folly in choosing this bitter course. But if I am
to live, then it will be as a man. And if by the loneliness that is my
soul I can turn aside the sword of injustice, even for a short time,
then so help me God I will do it."
The words ended and the glow receded. It lived no more. Again
himself, alone, Simin lowered his head, so deeply moved that the water
flowed freely from his eyes. The ruling queen approached him.
"Simin-that-was. Do you take this Quest?"
"I will take it, though I fear to falter."
"You will not."
The queen stepped back, and all proclaimed him.
"Si-mai, ungol, misch-naik!" AGAINST THE EVIL THAT WAS AND IS, WE SEND
YOU. The joining was ended, and the gathering dispersed.
II
He had flown for many days into the growing cold. The sun was gone and
the wind was rising as he searched the ground below him for a place to
pass the night. It must be sheltered, not so much from the elements
(though this too was important) as from the marauding bands of ground
wasps that lived in these northern regions. There was still far to go
and much danger ahead. He had no strength for useless battles.
At last as all light faded he came upon a towering pillar of stone in
the midst of a vast wasteland, split at the top as if cloven by a giant
axe. Reaching its heights, he descended slowly into its broad
embrasure. Detecting some deeper shadow in the blackness of the
eastern wall, he flew toward a narrow fissure in the rock. Landing
silently on the lip of it, he tested the air for vibrations. All was
still. He moved inside and huddled close together. He was empty and
cold and weary to the point of exhaustion. He remained in quiet
thought for many hours.
When he had taken the quest, he knew only that he must somehow continue
the labors of Shannon's life---find some way to avenge the death of it.
He had wandered alone for a period of days, remembering, until one
morning, at the rising dust of a fiery dawn, he had felt the North
calling to him. He felt it still, though less strongly, and he deemed
that this was right. What he hoped to find there he could not say. He
only knew that he must find it.
The most difficult aspect of his journey thus far had not been the long
flight on short provisions. To the mai such things meant nothing.
They lived to work and serve the greater need, that was all. No, it
was more the feelings and emotions that the long pilgrimage evoked in
him, seeming almost to rise from the vast loneliness of his world. For
though the man's spirit had died or moved on, his sensations and
experience had not. They lived on within Simin, and sometimes puzzled
or even frightened him. He understood, and knew this was necessary;
but the knowledge did not make it easier.
WHAT A TORTURED RACE THEY MUST BE, he thought. SO TORN BETWEEN DESIRE
AND FEAR. THEY ARE GIVEN NO ROLE, NO CLEAR PLACE. THEY MUST FIND IT,
AS WE MUST FIND MOISTURE IN AN ARID LAND.
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