Oberheim (Voices): A Chronicle of WarLeadem, Christopher
Science
Oberheim (Voices): A Chronicle of War
Leadem, Christopher
Science fiction
Coming again after many hours to the branching of paths, he tried to
rest both mind and body, conceding the inevitable. His anger here was
useless. It had only robbed him of strength and precious time, and he
was no closer to a resolution of his bitter quest than he had ever
been. And also, a peculiar yellow fear, such as he had seldom
experienced in his life, was beginning to grow in him. At first he
blamed himself, raging. But walking through the twisted tunnels of the
labyrinth he had realized, suddenly, that it was not his fear alone.
His body was still not right, if wrong in a way that was hard to
define, and there could be but one explanation for it. The mist, the
growing light, was affecting his altered physiology. He searched
within himself, bewildered, till Shannon's memory put a name to it.
RADIATION. A force that should not affect an insect, but which worked
on those parts of his body that were yet human.
He rested for a time, but his rest was brief. The feelings of unease
continued to grow in him; they would not be contained. The source of
what he sought---he could now feel a faint throbbing in the stone
around him---was a danger in itself, repulsing, even as it called to
him. He must find it quickly, then be gone. For he knew that his time
in those depths was limited. He gathered what courage and presence of
mind he could, then pushed on, entering the left-hand passage.
He summoned now all his underground instincts, honed by the long
delvings of his life among the mai. In those days, a constant stream
unbroken by sleep, he had endlessly searched out tunnels untraveled or
long forgotten, returning ever and again to those that went deepest,
learning the mazes, delving deeper still. Though what he sought there
he could not have said.
The left-hand way was subtle, as he passed onward through the narrow
stone, with many turnings and side passages. He held mostly to the
main shaft, learning its direction, following it on its slow, steady
course downward. Many times it narrowed, till he was ready to despair.
But always through perseverance and careful backtracking, he was able
to find a way through.
The narrowing and tight touching of the walls began to frighten him.
By this, more than any other token, he knew that the growing fear
inside him was not solely his own. Far back in the journey he had
realized that
in taking the quest he must know, in part, what it was to be human.
Perhaps the spirit of Shannon still lived more strongly than he knew.
And perhaps there were others as well. Often he had thought with human
voice, human words, till now it was impossible to separate the two. He
had known, and been, emotions that were not his own.....
But THIS fear. Sometimes from the deeps of his mind he could hear a
howling as of many tormented voices, rising out of him like a driven,
heart-frozen wind.
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