Russia -- Social life and customs -- 1533-1917 -- Fiction
Her husband’s calm, assured reasoning, added to her own implicit
confidence in him, helped Olga to succeed in shaking off both her
enigmatical, singular misgivings and her visionary, menacing dreams
concerning the future. Once more, therefore, she strode boldly forward.
To the night of doubt there succeeded a brilliant morning of maternal
and housewifely duties. On the one hand, there beckoned to her the
flower garden and the meadows; on the other hand there beckoned to her
her husband’s study. No longer did she play with life as with a means
of carefree indulgence. Rather, life had become a season of mysterious,
systematic waiting, and of getting ready.
Yet once, when Schtoltz happened to mention Oblomov’s name, she let fall
her sewing, and sank into a reverie.
“What of him?” later she asked. “Could we not find out how he is through
some of his friends?”
“Even so, we should find out no more than we know already. Independently
of his friends, I happen to be aware that he is alive and well, and
living in the same rooms as formerly. But how he is spending his days,
and whether he is morally dead or still there is flickering in him a
last spark of vitality, it is impossible for an outsider to ascertain.”
“Do not speak like that, Andrei,” said Olga. “It hurts me to hear you do
so. Were I not afraid, I would go in person to glean news of him.” The
tears had risen very near to her eyes.
“Next spring we ourselves shall be in Petrograd,” the husband remarked.
“_Then_ we will find out.”
“But it is not sufficient merely to find out: we ought also to do all we
can for him!”
“Already I have done what is possible. When one is with him he is ready
to take any steps desired; but directly one’s back is turned he relapses
into slumber. ’Tis like trying to deal with a drunken man.”
“Then why turn your back upon him _ever?_ He ought to be treated
firmly--he ought to, be removed from his rooms and taken away. Were I
to ask him, he would come with us into the country. I feel sure I should
never get over it if I were to see him sink to rack and ruin. Perhaps my
tears----”
“Might revive him, you think?”
“No, but at least compel him to look around him, and to exchange his
life for something better. With us he would be out of the mire, and
living among his equals.”
“Surely you do not love him as you used to do?” Schtoltz asked
half-jestingly.
“No, I do not,” she replied (and as she did so her grave eyes seemed to
be gazing back into the past). “Yet in him there is something for which
I have an abiding affection, and to which I shall ever remain true.”
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