Russia -- Social life and customs -- 1533-1917 -- Fiction
“Finally,” concluded the doctor, “go to Paris for the winter, where,
surrounded by a whirlpool of gaiety, you will best be able to distract
your mind from your habitual brooding. Cultivate, theatres, balls,
masquerades, the streets, society friends, noise, and laughter.”
“Anything else?” inquired Oblomov, with ill-concealed impatience. The
doctor reflected a moment.
“Yes; also get the benefit of sea air,” he said. “Cross over to England,
or else go for a voyage to America.”
With chat he rose to take his leave. “Should you carry out these
instructions to the letter----” he began.
“Yes, yes. Of _course_ I shall carry them out!” said Oblomov bitterly as
he accompanied the physician to the door.
The doctor having departed, Oblomov threw himself back into an
arm-chair, clasped his hands behind his head, and remained sitting in
an almost unthinking heap. Roused by Zakhar to consider once more the
question of changing his quarters, he engaged in a long and heated
conversation with the valet. Eventually he dismissed the man to his den,
but could not dismiss from his own mind certain comparisons which Zakhar
had drawn between his master’s life and the life of ordinary people.
How strange that suddenly there should have dawned in him thoughts
concerning human fate and destiny! All at once he found his mind drawing
a parallel between that destiny and his own existence; all at once
questions of life arose before his vision, like owls in an ancient ruin
flushed from sleep by a stray ray of sunlight. Somehow he felt pained
and grieved at his arrested development, at the check which had taken
place in his moral growth, at the weight which appeared to be pressing
upon his every faculty. Also gnawing at his heart there was a sense of
envy that others should be living a life so full and free, while all the
time the narrow, pitiful little pathway of his own existence was being
blocked by a great boulder. And in his hesitating soul there arose a
torturing consciousness that many sides of his nature had never yet been
stirred, that others had never even been touched, and that not one of
them had attained complete formation. Yet with this there went an aching
suspicion that, buried in his being, as in a tomb, there still remained
a moribund element of sweetness and light, and that it was an element
which, though hidden in his personality, as a nugget lies lurking in the
bowels of the earth, might once have become minted into sterling coin.
But the treasure was now overlaid with rubbish--was now thickly littered
over with dust. ’Twas as though some one had stolen from him, and
besmirched, the store of gifts with which life and the world had dowered
him; so that always he would be prevented from entering life’s field
and sailing across it with the aid of intellect and of will. Yes, at the
very start a secret enemy had laid a heavy hand upon him and diverted
him from the road of human destiny. And now he seemed to be powerless to
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