Russia -- Social life and customs -- 1533-1917 -- Fiction
Glancing into the mirror, he saw himself pale, dull, and sallow.
Involuntarily he pictured to his mind those handsome young fellows who
would one day come her way. Suddenly she would take fire, glance at him,
and--burst out laughing! A second time he glanced into the mirror. No,
he was _not_ the type with which women could fall in love! He flung
himself down upon the bed, and buried his face in the pillow.
“Forgive me, Olga!” he murmured. “And may you always be happy!”
He gave orders that he was to be reported as “not at home” to any one
who might call from the Ilyinskis’ house. Then he sat down to write Olga
a letter. He wrote it swiftly. In fact, the pen flew over the pages.
And when he had finished the missive he was surprised to find that his
spirits felt cheered, and his mind easier.
“Why so?” he reflected. “Probably because I have put into what I have
just written the whole sorrow of my heart.”
Next, he dispatched the letter by the hand of Zakhar, and, leaving the
house, turned into the park, and seated himself on the grass. Among the
turf-shoots ants were scurrying hither and thither, and jostling one
another, and parting again. From above, the scene looked like the
commotion in a human market-place--it showed the same bustle, the same
congestion, the same swarm of population. Here and there, too, a bumble
bee buzzed over a flower, and then crept into its chalice, while a
knot of flies had glued themselves to a drop of sap on the trunk of a
lime-tree, in the foliage a bird was repeating an ever-insistent note
(as though calling to its mate), and a couple of butterflies were
tumbling through the air in a giddy, fluttering, intricate movement
which resembled a waltz. Everywhere from the herbage strong scents could
be detected arising; everywhere there could be heard a ceaseless chirping
and twittering.
Suddenly he saw Olga approaching. Walking very quietly, she was wiping
her eyes with a handkerchief as she did so. He had not expected those
tears. Somehow they seemed to sear his heart. He rose and ran to meet
her.
“Olga, Olga!” were his first tender words.
She started, looked at him with an air of astonishment, and turned away.
He followed her.
“You are weeping?” he said.
“Yes, and’ is _you_ have made me do so,” she replied, while her form
shook with sobs. “But it is beyond your power to comfort me.”
“That miserable letter!” he ejaculated, suddenly becoming full of
remorse.
For answer she opened a basket which she was carrying, took from it the
letter, and handed it to him.
“Take it away,” she said. “The sight of it will only make me weep more
bitterly.”
He stuffed it silently into his pocket, and, with head bent, seated
himself beside her.
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