Russia -- Social life and customs -- 1533-1917 -- Fiction
Oblomov checked himself abruptly. He felt horrified to think of the
threatening, the uncomfortable, vision which his imagination had
conjured up. The roses, the orange-blossoms, the glitter and show, the
whispers of the crowd--all these had faded into the background. His fond
dreams, his peace of mind alike were gone. He could not eat or sleep,
and everything had assumed an air of gloom and despondency. In seeking
to overawe Zakhar, he had ended by frightening also himself, for he had
stumbled upon the practical view of marriage, and come to perceive that,
despite nuptial poetry, marriage constitutes an official, a very real
step towards a serious assumption of new and insistent obligations.
Unable, therefore, to make up his mind as to what he should say to Olga
when he next met her, he decided to defer his visit until the following
Wednesday. Having arrived at this decision, he felt easier.
Two days later, Zakhar entered the room with a letter from Olga.
“I cannot wait until Wednesday,” she wrote. “I feel so lost through these
long absences from your side that I shall look to see you in the Summer
Gardens at three o’clock to-morrow.”
“I cannot go,” he thought to himself. The next moment he comforted
himself with the reflection that very likely, her aunt, or some other
lady, would be with her; in which case he would have a chance of
concealing his nervousness.
Scarcely had he reached the Gardens when he saw her approaching. She was
veiled, and at first he did not recognize her.
“How glad I am that you have come!” she exclaimed. “I was afraid you
would not do so.”
She pressed his hand, and looked at him with an air so frank, so full of
joy at having stolen this moment from Fate, that he felt envious of
her, and regretful that he could not share in her lighthearted mood.
Her whole face bespoke a childish confidence in the future, in her
happiness, and in him. Truly she was very charming!
“But why do you look so gloomy?” suddenly she exclaimed. “Why do you
say nothing? I had thought you would be overjoyed to see me whereas I
find you gone to sleep again! Wake up, sir!”
“I am both well and happy,” he hastened to say--fearful lest things
should attain the point of her guessing what was really in his mind.
“But I am disturbed that you should have come alone.”
“Rather, it is for _me_ to be disturbed about that,” she retorted. “Do
you think I ought to have brought my aunt with me?”
“Yes, Olga.”
“Then, if I had known that, I would have invited her to come,” offendedly
she said as she withdrew her hand from his. “Until now I had imagined
that your greatest happiness in life was to be with me, and with me
alone. Let us go for a row in a boat.”
With that she set off towards the river, dragging his unwilling form
behind her.
“Are you coming to our house to-morrow?” she inquired when they were
safely settled in their seats.
“My God!” he reflected. “Already she has divined my thoughts, and knows
that I do not want to come!”
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