death. Her professor had agreed with her as to the unscientific
character and utter uselessness for any medical purpose of such a
method of research. But he was altogether insensible to its moral
aspects, and in answer to her strong expressions of reprobation, had
taken occasion to deliver himself of a tirade against the sentiments
generally of morality and religion, and the folly of allowing
anything so chimerical to stand in the way, not merely of science,
but of any object whatever to which one might be inclined, and
setting up a transcendental standard of right and wrong, or
recognising any limits to self-gratification saving the physical
risks to oneself. Even the feeling which makes a mother weep over
her child’s suffering he sneered at as hysterical, and gloried in
the prospects of the time when science and intellect should be
utterly unrestrained by what people call heart and moral conscience,
and the only recognised rule should be that of the bodily self.
Thus speaking, he had worked his pupil into a frenzy of righteous
indignation, and the vision rose before her of a future when,
through the teaching of a materialistic science, society at large
had become wholly demonised, even as already were this man and his
kind. And seeing in Claude Bernard the foremost living
representative and instrument of the fell conspiracy, at once
against the human and the divine, to destroy whom would be to rid
the earth of one of its worst monsters, she no sooner found herself
alone than she rose to her feet, and with passionate energy invoked
the wrath of God upon him, at the same moment hurling her whole
spiritual being at him with all her might, as if with intent, then
and there, to smite him with destruction. And so completely, it
seemed to her, had she gone out of herself in the effort that her
physical system instantly collapsed, and she fell back powerless on
her sofa, where she lay awhile utterly exhausted and unable to move.
It was thus that, on rejoining her, I found her, with just
sufficient power to recount the experience, and to ask me my opinion
as to the possibility of injuring a person at a distance by making,
as it were, a spiritual thunderbolt of oneself; for, if such a thing
were possible, and had ever happened, it must, she was convinced,
have happened then.
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