"Holy Father," I said, "I am sure that at present I have no vocation. What God may give me in the future I do not know. I only know what He has not given me in the present." Innocent tightened his lips at that; but I think it was to prevent himself smiling. "And he is an English gentleman," he went on presently, "and he has estates in France that bring him in above twenty thousand francs yearly; and he is twenty-one years of age; and he is accustomed to all kinds of society, and he is a devoted son of Holy Church, and he speaks French and English and Italian and Spanish and German--" "No, Holy Father, not German--except a few words," I said. "And he is discreet and courageous and virtuous--" "Holy Father--" I began in distress, for I thought he was mocking me. "And he desires nothing; better than to serve his spiritual superiors in any employment to which they may put him--Eh, my son?" I looked into the Pope's face and down again; but I said nothing. "Eh, my son?" he said again with a certain sharpness. "Holy Father, I have been taught never to contradict my superiors; but indeed in this--" "Bravo!" said Innocent. Then he turned to my Lord Abbot, as if I were no longer in the room. "The question," he said, "is not only whether this young gentleman is capable of hearing everything and saying nothing, of preserving his virtue, of handling locked caskets without even desiring to look inside unless it is his business, of living in the world yet not being of it--but whether he is willing to do all this without being paid for it--except perhaps his bare expenses." My Lord Abbot said nothing. "I can have a thousand paid servants," said Innocent, "who are worth exactly their wages; but, since money cannot buy virtue or discretion or courage, in such servants I cannot demand those things. And I can have a thousand foolish servants who could earn no wages anywhere because of their foolishness, and these never have discretion and not often either virtue or courage. But what I wish is to have servants who are as wise sons to me--who have all these things, and will use them for love's sake--for the love of Holy Church and of Christ and His Mother, and who will be content with the wages that These give."