Odette's Marriage: A Novel, from the French of Albert Delpit, Translated from the "Revue des Deux Mondes," by Emily Prescott — John Shaqi
Odette's Marriage: A Novel, from the French of Albert Delpit, Translated from the "Revue des Deux Mondes," by Emily PrescottDelpit, Albert
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Odette's Marriage: A Novel, from the French of Albert Delpit, Translated from the "Revue des Deux Mondes," by Emily Prescott
Delpit, Albert
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As he spoke, Odette sat up, listening, full of pity for his sorrow
and suffering. He was right. He deserved something more than the
careless reply she usually made. She looked at him with inexpressible
tenderness, her dark eyes moist with tears.
"You love me. I believe you sincerely. You are wounded, and I am very
sorry. Forgive me for being the cause of your suffering. I assure you
that I never dreamed of anything like this; otherwise, I should not
have allowed you to cherish a love that I could never return. I beg
your pardon for the grief I have caused you; but I can never be your
wife, because I do not love you."
At these words, Paul felt his strength leaving him. He sank into a
chair, and, burying his face in his hands, he wept. This proud, strong
man wept in his despair like a little child. Tears were falling from
Odette's eyes as she sought to take his hand. He pushed her away.
Raising his head, he said with the composure of utter hopelessness:
"Forgive me. I have not shed tears for many years. You do not love me.
I shall die. With me, my heart is my life, and I know death will soon
relieve me from my suffering. I endured agonies when my mother married
a second time, four years ago. I left her. I became nearly insane
with jealous grief. I hated my step-father until an hour ago; but he
then removed the obstacles to my confession of love to you. I forgot
everything in my gratitude, because my love for you is stronger than my
love for my mother; and, now, you escape from me. You see that I can
not help dying of grief."
Odette's heart was bleeding at his supreme despair. Suddenly she raised
her head, with a gesture of sudden resolution. "Dear friend," she said,
"I will make you a confession. It wounds me to the soul to make it; but
you must be cured of your unfortunate passion, and the only way is to
show that I am unworthy of it."
She was shuddering and pale. "I do not marry you, because I can not. If
I had only known this before! You are too late. I have loved another,
insanely, passionately as you love me. For a whole month I lived on
his words, his glances; and, if he had opened his arms, I should have
fallen into them."
Odette stood before him, red with shame, yet proudly laying bare
her heart to cure her friend, at the expense of untold suffering to
herself. She continued: "The very words he let fall were of inspired
eloquence. He had all combined that could fascinate a woman; fame,
genius, and beauty. My punishment for having given my heart unsought
is, that now I can not love you--for, I might have loved you. I now
lose you forever; but I have at least cured you of loving one so
unworthy."
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