Odette's Marriage: A Novel, from the French of Albert Delpit, Translated from the "Revue des Deux Mondes," by Emily Prescott — John Shaqi
Odette's Marriage: A Novel, from the French of Albert Delpit, Translated from the "Revue des Deux Mondes," by Emily PrescottDelpit, Albert
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Odette's Marriage: A Novel, from the French of Albert Delpit, Translated from the "Revue des Deux Mondes," by Emily Prescott
Delpit, Albert
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She did not draw a long breath until she was settled in the train,
and the whistle of the engine sounded the shrill note of departure.
She felt safe at last--in her foolish blindness--safe! As she closed
her eyes, the scene in the studio appeared again. She felt Claude's
burning gaze fastened upon her. She felt him approach, and again his
arms were around her! She shuddered, and, opening the window, held
her burning forehead to the cool night air. Then she returned to the
thought of her own safety. She had fled, so she was pure and good.
She loved Claude beyond expression; she had wounded him with a knife,
and was fleeing from him! So she was still true to herself! She was
sincere. We never lie to ourselves. Of course, she loved Claude; but
that was not her fault. We are not responsible for our feelings. We are
only responsible for our actions. Who could accuse her, if the whole
world could read her heart? Who could say, "She is guilty?" She was not
guilty, because she had left him. She had struggled and fought against
this overwhelming love. She recalled her vain efforts to throw it off.
She had earnestly tried to love her husband. It was her misfortune,
not her fault, that she could not succeed. She felt proud of her
resistance to Claude, and the farther behind her that Paris lay, the
more did shame and disgrace seem to recede from her. She thought of the
monstrous hippogriff on whose back Ariosto's heroes escaped from their
enemies, and the engine seemed just such another monster, bearing her
away from Claude.
And her sister, who advised her to pray! She smiled with contempt. She
did not need a God to keep her from doing wrong. Will and energy are
all that we need on earth. Reason, not God, rules the universe. It was
reason that showed her the abyss before her, that told her to flee, and
that led her to Dijon! Pray? If there were a God, He ought not to have
permitted this love to take possession of her heart. He ought to have
comforted her and sympathized with her struggles. It was not necessary
for her to mumble prayers. When she said, "I will be true," that was
all that was needed. The kiss on her neck burnt no longer while she was
congratulating herself on her safety and her strength; but it was still
there.
Odette was completely exhausted when she arrived at Dijon. She went to
a hotel, and was asleep in five minutes after being shown to a room.
When she awoke, the room was flooded with sunshine. She was ready at
ten o'clock to go to her cousin.
She had gone over the same road lately, with her husband. How many
things had happened since then! The appearance of the country was
entirely different, too, with no more snow or ice to be seen. As the
carriage passed over the little hills, or wound around among the forest
trees, the peacefulness and loveliness seemed to give her weary soul a
refreshing rest. Her cousin was completely amazed at her arrival.
"What can have brought you here? I can not believe my eyes!"
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