Idaho -- Fiction; Short stories; World War, 1914-1918 -- Veterans -- Fiction
John Benton, son of uneducated farmers, was a senior in high school
when English propaganda drew his country into war. He was a shy and
neurotic young man, deeply ashamed of his social background and his
illiterate relatives. He was among the first to enlist. He went not
as a patriot but as one without social or cultural anchor and without
friends, who saw in war an opportunity to prove his courage and his
worth. Nobody in his home town had ever spoken to him, except one
barber and the neighboring farmers whom he met on the streets. And
now he was to be a policeman or a night watchman or assistant to the
sheriff; he was called by his first name; he was invited into the
best homes. And in these first days he was very happy and loved his
townsfolk and began to fancy himself as a man of national importance.
But after his brief reply to the great welcome there had been a sudden
and drastic change. When he met the mayor now or any of the other plump
and prosperous men who had made his homecoming a memorable day, he was
acknowledged with a curt nod or not at all. He got no job of any kind
and he wandered up and down the streets or sat in pool halls watching
the poker chips, feeling a little vengeful and deeply unhappy, and
wondering why he had become only John Benton of the Benton farm on Mill
Creek.
It was Bill Hawkworth who gave him an idea. Bill was a lean man with
shrewd and cynical eyes and a tubercular cough. He worked in a pool
hall with a cigarette hanging from his white mouth and a fixed and
changeless contempt in his pale eyes. He sat by John one day and looked
at him with leering pity.
“What’s the matter, buddy? Ain’t they treatun you right any more?”
“I don’t know what you mean,” said John, looking at Bill’s wet dead
cigarette.
“Oh, you know, all right. The mayor,” said Bill, and jerked his sallow
head toward city hall. “All them fat guys, buddy.” He smiled. His upper
lip curled and the hair of his ragged mustache fell like a hedge across
his yellow teeth. “You fanned out quick, didn’t you? Well, buddy, do
you know why?”
John turned a little angrily and looked at the lidless cynicism of
Bill’s eyes. “No,” he said.
“Want me to tell you?”
“Well, sure—if you can.”
“All right, buddy, it’s this way. You come back from war a big hero
and the city gives you a big bust and there’s speeches and flags and
popcorn for everyone and they wanted to hear how you licked hell out
of them Huns. And right there’s where you fanned. You come to bat all
right, but you just wouldn’t swing at the ball.” Bill’s lips curled
against his teeth and his eyes flickered. “You get me?” he said.
“You mean—? No,” said John, “I don’t know what you mean.”
“I mean you coulda put this town right in your pocket. You coulda
jumped plumb into the middle of society and married the richest girl
around here and had a truckload of fortune drive right down your alley.
But what did you say when they asked what you thought of the popcorn?”
“I don’t remember.”
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