Idaho -- Fiction; Short stories; World War, 1914-1918 -- Veterans -- Fiction
He approached the matter gently, experimentally, at first, telling
only the less horrifying details of war; and in the men here who had
remained at home he found an eager response. They gathered round him
in the pool hall, and when his tale faltered, or when he broke off,
feeling sick and traitorous, they urged him to resume. “Hey, John,
tell us how you captured that there machine-gun nest.” And simply,
without exaggeration, John told of the lone exploit for which he had
been decorated by three nations. He said he crept out at daybreak and
came to the nest and surprised the gunners and marched them back to the
American line. Such a bald narrative, he learned after a while, would
not do at all. His listeners wanted heroics and a breath-taking clash
and a picture of a lone American fighting hand to hand with a dozen of
the enemy and licking the whole lot of them. It took John a long time
and many tellings to learn what was wanted. The questions helped. “And
didn’t them cowards put up no fight at all?” “Hey, John, you don’t
mean they just laid down like a bunch of sheep!” No, John perceived,
he could not afford to mean anything like that. “You’re too modest,”
they said, never doubting that he had more amazing things to tell; and
with increasing recklessness John became less modest. He elaborated
the tale, adding to it in every recital some breathless episode, some
additional moment in which he missed death by a hair, some new cunning
ferocity in the foe. And he was a strange person, this tall, grave man,
telling his legends and feeling sickened by the telling.
After a while his tale was a gorgeous thing and not like the real
experience at all. But that, he began to understand, did not matter.
Now he crawled forth under a red sheet of artillery fire with shells
bursting like automobile motors all around him and with the sky above
him like a rolling mountain of flame. He crawled inch by inch through
great shell-holes, and the lead falling around him threw earth into his
eyes and stung his flesh like hornets and dug graves across his path.
He crept past dead bodies—American bodies, the slain and mangled of
his own company, all of them gutted in the gray wet dawn; went slowly,
patiently, toward that one infernal nest that was raining death on
the American line; dragged himself foot by foot, seeing that one gun
belching its flame and hearing above and around him the mad thundering
nightmare and smelling dead flesh. Inch by inch he crawled toward that
nest, his hair matted with earth, his paralyzed hands grasping his
pistols, his ears running blood—inch by inch, until at last he was
under the red fire of it; and for a moment he rested, with his senses
reeling and his heart in his throat....
“And—and then?” gasped one.
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