The time glided on; now it was day, now it was night; but day or night,
that time seemed to Harry Vine one long and terrible punishment. He
heard the voices of searchers in boats and along the cliffs overhead,
and sat trembling with dread lest he should be discovered; and with but
one thought pressing ever--that as soon as Poll Perrow could tell him
that the heat of the search was over, he must escape to France, not in
search of the family estates, but to live in hiding, an exile, till he
could purge his crime.
After a while he got over the terrible repugnance, and put on the rough
pea-jacket and vest which had lain upon a dry piece of the rock, for the
place was chilly, and in his inert state he was glad of the warmth;
while as the days slowly crept by, his sole change was the coming of the
old fishwoman with her basket punctually, almost to the moment, night by
night.
He asked her no questions as to where she obtained the provender she
brought for him, but took everything mechanically, and in a listless
fashion, never even wondering how she could find him in delicacies as
well as in freshly-cooked fish and homemade bread. Wine and brandy he
had, too, as much as he wished; and when there was none for him, it was
Poll Perrow who bemoaned the absence, not he.
"Poor boy!" she said to herself, "he wants it all badly enough, and he
shall have what he wants somehow, and if my Liza don't be a bit more
lib'ral, I'll go and help myself. It won't be stealing."
Several times over she had so much difficulty in obtaining supplies that
she determined to try Madelaine and the Van Heldres; but her success was
not great.
"If he'd only let me tell 'em," she said, "it would be as easy as easy."
But at the first hint of taking any one into their confidence, Harry
broke out so fiercely in opposition that the old woman said no more.
"No," he said; "I'm dead--they believe I'm dead. Let them think so
still. Some day I may go to them and tell them the truth, but now let
them think I'm dead."
"Which they do now," said the old woman.
"What do you mean?"
She hesitated to tell him what had taken place, but he pressed her
fiercely, and at last he sat trembling with horror and with great drops
bedewing his brow as she told him of the finding of the body and what
had followed.
It was only what he had planned and looked for, but the fruition seemed
too horrible to bear, and at last a piteous groan escaped from his
breast.
That night, after the old woman had gone, the food she had obtained from
his old home remained untouched, and he lay there upon the sand
listening to the sighing wind and the moaning and working of the waves,
picturing the whole scene vividly--the finding of the body, the inquest,
and the funeral.
"_Yes_," he groaned again and again, "I am dead. I pray God that I may
escape now, forgotten and alone, to begin a new life."
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