Old Court Life in France, vol. 2/2Elliot, Frances Minto Dickinson
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Old Court Life in France, vol. 2/2
Elliot, Frances Minto Dickinson
France -- Court and courtiers
"I have long adored you, and you only. During the whole time you
have been at Court, I have been able but twice to address you
alone, and to chance only did I even then owe that inexpressible
privilege. It is impossible for me to endure this restraint any
longer. If you feel as I do, you will not desire it. I have
therefore commanded that my hunting-lodge at Versailles should be
arranged as much as possible in accordance with your taste. There
is a garden laid out, filled with the flowers you love; there are
secluded lawns; there is the boundless forest. Above all, there
is freedom. Come then, my Louise, and share with me this rural
retreat—come where we can meet, unrestrained by the formalities
of my Court. Bring with you any friend you please. At Versailles
I hope to spend part of every week in your company. My happiness
will be perfect; you will find me the most grateful of men. You
will have nothing to fear. Do you dream calumny? Who would dare to
attack a lady as pure as yourself? May I not claim your consent
when I rely on your promise to grant whatever I ask? I feel that
you cannot deny me, for you have repeated a thousand times that
you trust my principles. You cannot doubt my honour. To refuse me
would only be to insult me. Surely Louise, you would not do that!
It would wound me to the very soul. It would destroy every hope of
my future life.
"(Signed) LOUIS."
When Mademoiselle de Lafayette read this artful letter, which had been
composed by Chavigny under the direction of Richelieu, and copied out
by the King, she was utterly confounded. The fatal veil which had so
long concealed the truth fell from her eyes. Even to a girl pure and
simple as herself, all further delusion was impossible. This letter and
the feelings that dictated it were not to be misunderstood.
"Merciful heavens!" cried she, clasping her hands, "with what a tone
of authority, with what assurance, he proposes to dishonour me! This,
then, is the attachment I believed to be so pure! What! does he, the
husband of the Queen of France, suppose that I would encourage a guilty
passion! Wretch that I am! Instead of helping him, I have led him into
sin! I had no right to engross his thoughts. He is already estranged
from his wife, and I have severed them still further! O God! what will
the Queen think of me? How can I atone for this horrible sin? I must—I
will—reconcile them. Then God may forgive my involuntary crime!"
Again and again, with tears streaming down her cheeks, she read and
re-read the letter. She pressed the paper to her lips. The next moment
she dashed it on the floor in an agony of remorse.
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