Older men -- Fiction; Squatters -- Fiction; Western stories
Heald laughed. “The grub’s so good, Uncle Bill, that if there’s any way
on earth to eat more of it, I’ll come back. But I’ve got to go to-night,
and be in Placerville to-morrow. Can’t loaf forever, can I?”
“Nope,” the old man reluctantly admitted, “I reckon you cain’t. It’s
when a man is young that he orter be up and movin’. But--by heck!--I’m
goin’ ter miss you--I am.” His good will still sounded in their ears
when they took the trail; but the partners found Heald strangely
disinclined for conversation as they threaded their way over the crests
of hills, where all was bright and clear, and then descended into the
shadows of the great trees where the paths were dim. It was not until,
tired and glad to be in their cabin again, they reached home that the
partners learned the results of Heald’s mission. The lamp on the table
shielded their faces as they sat on the edges of their bunks, and
unlaced their boots preparatory to going to bed. Outside, through the
open door the moon still shone, and the trees stood quietly as if
asleep. The silences of the open spaces surrounded them--the stillness
that pervades untrammeled spots, and corners where all is clean and
undefiled. Heald spoke as if impressed with all this, as if he had newly
learned a great reverence.
“I’ve found it out! I’ve caught it,” he said. “I knew it would reach me
some time, this thing that’s bigger than all else a man may ever
learn--the love that passeth understanding. I’ve been blind. Most of us
are. Uncle Bill has caught the truth.”
He came across and lifted the shade from the lamp, as if to see the
partners’ faces while he talked. He bent over the crude pine table and
rested his shoulder weight on the underturned knuckles of his hands,
bent forward, staring at them as if challenging dispute. A great respect
was in his voice, a softness of finality when he went on.
“Uncle Bill has seen things that are given to but few. He has seen that
all else save the love of an invisible but understandable God is
worthless; that a man may pile up gold; may achieve ambitions; may lift
himself to temporary power, and yet have failed if there is not one
place that is all his intimate own. He has found it. It’s his! It shall
stay his so long as he lives, by God! Or else I, too, have failed!”
He lifted his right hand, clenched it into a driving fist, and brought
it smashing down upon the table top. David and Goliath started from
their seats, wondering.
As if their start of surprise had rendered him conscious of his
vehemence, Heald paused, swallowed as if choking back unpent emotions,
straightened and looked away. As if embarrassed he said, “I’m sort of
upset! I’ve thought so much. I’ve learned so much, from Uncle Bill.”
As if by pretext, that he might resume the normal, he walked across to
his coat that he had hung upon a peg, took some papers therefrom,
scanned them, and, when he spoke again, his voice was placid and
undisturbed.
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