"They clearly understood what each other meant. I was listening, but
could: not believe the horrid truth. Those who were but able to move
crawled aft to Mr Carr, to tell him of their determination. For long
he would not listen to them, but drove them forward, calling them
cannibals, and telling them to wait God's providence. For my own part,
I felt that I would rather have died than have agreed to their
proposals. What they wanted was that lots should be drawn, and that he
who drew the shortest should be put to death, and the one next should be
the executioner. The captain's wife was to be free. At last their
importunity became so great that Mr Carr agreed that, should no sail
appear at the end of another twenty-four hours, he would no longer
oppose their wishes. Before that time, two of those who were most eager
for the dreadful mode of sustaining life, or most fearful of death, were
summoned away. The crime was prevented; no one had to become a
murderer. I will not describe how my wretched shipmates sustained life.
Mr Carr abstained from the dreadful repast. So did I and one or two
others; and though we lost in strength, our sufferings were much less
acute, and our minds more tranquil, and our judgment far clearer than
was the case with those who thus indulged their appetites. What we
might have done I know not, had not God in his mercy sent your brig to
our aid, with men on board with hearts to feel for us, and courage, in
spite of all dangers, to rescue us. Some time before this the ship had
become completely water-logged; and we, being driven from all shelter
below, were reduced to the state in which you found us."
The account De Lisle gave of Mr Carr raised him very much in my
opinion, and I thought at the time that he was just the man I should
like to sail with. We more than once spoke on the subject of the
condition to which the crew of the _Eagle_ had been reduced.
"To my mind," observed De Lisle, "I cannot believe that people are
justified in taking away the life of a fellow-creature even to preserve
their own. I thought so at the time, and I think so now, that our duty
is to resign ourselves implicitly to God's will--to do our very utmost
to preserve our lives, and to leave the rest in his hands."
Peter agreed with him. He told him that he wondered Mr Carr did not
mix up the grease on which they had fed with very fine saw-dust, as it
would have made it go much further. De Lisle replied, that had they
even supposed such a thing would have been beneficial, they had no means
of making fine saw-dust, as they could get at no saw, and every particle
of wood, as well as everything else, was soaked with wet.
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