“I should have thought of it before,” said the rector. “As for Burnet,
he wanted some scientific series about evolution and that sort of thing.
Medical men are always mad after science, or what they believe to be
such. But as soon as I saw how much you wished it----”
“A thing one has something to do with is always so much the more
interesting,” Katherine said, half apologetically.
“I hope you know that if it were left to me I should choose only those
subjects that you are interested in.”
“Oh, no,” cried Katherine, “not so much as that. You are so kind, you
want to please and interest us all.”
“Kindness is one thing; but there are other motives that tell still more
strongly.” The rector went to and from the window, where Katherine
believed him to be looking out for the snow, which lingered so long, to
the table, where she still trifled with her pen in her hand, and had not
yet laid it down to put the flowers which lay in a little basket into
water. The good clergyman was more agitated than he should have thought
possible. Should he speak? He was so much wound up to the effort that it
seemed as if it must burst forth at any moment, in spite of himself;
but, on the other hand, he was afraid lest he might precipitate matters.
He watched her hands involuntarily every time he approached her, and
then he said to himself that when she had put down the pen and begun to
arrange the flowers, he would make the plunge, but not till then. That
should be his sign.
It was a long time before this happened. Katherine held her pen as if it
had been a shield, though she was not at all aware of the importance
thus assigned to it. She had a certain sense of protection in its use.
She thought that if she kept up the fiction of continuing her letter Mr.
Stanley would go away; and somehow she did not care for him so much as
usual to-day. She had always had every confidence in him, and would have
gone to him at any time, trusting to his sympathy and kindness; but to
be appealed to to do this, as if it were some new thing, confused her
mind. Why, of course she had faith in him, but she did not like the look
with which he made that appeal. Why should he look at her like that? He
had known her almost all her life, and taught her her Catechism and her
duty, which, though they may be endearing things, are not endearing in
that way. If Katherine had been asked in what way, she would probably
have been unable to answer; but yet in her heart she wished very much
that Mr. Stanley would go away.
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