At last, when it seemed to her that this was hopeless--that he would not
take the hint broadly furnished by her unfinished letter--she did put
down the pen, and, pushing her writing-book away, drew towards her the
little basket of flowers from the conservatory, which the gardener
brought her every day. They were very waxen and winterly, as flowers
still are in January, and she took them up one by one, arranging them so
as to make the most of such colour as there was. The rector had turned
at the end of his little promenade when she did so, and came back
rapidly when he heard the little movement. She was aware of the
quickened step, and said, smiling, “Well, has the snow begun at last?”
“There is no question of snow,” he said hurriedly, and Katherine heard
with astonishment the panting of his breath, and looked up--to see a
very flushed and anxious countenance directed towards her. Mr. Stanley
was a handsome man of his years, but his was a style which demanded calm
and composure and the tranquillity of an even mind to do it justice. He
was excited now, which was very unbecoming; his cheeks were flushed, his
lips parted with hasty breathing. “Katherine,” he said, “it is something
much more important than--any change outside.” He waved his hand almost
contemptuously at the window, as if the snow was a slight affair, not
worth mentioning. “I am afraid,” he said, standing with his hand on the
table looking down upon her, yet rather avoiding her steady,
half-wondering look, “that you are too little self-conscious to have
observed lately--any change in me.”
“I don’t know,” she said faltering, looking up at him; “is there
anything the matter, really? I have thought once or twice--that you
looked a little disturbed.”
It flashed into her mind that there might be something wrong in the
family, that Bertie might have been extravagant, that help might be
wanted from her rich father. Oh, poor Mr. Stanley! if his handsome
stately calm should be disturbed by such a trouble as that? Katherine’s
look grew very kind, very sympathising as she looked up into his face.
“I have often, I am sure, looked disturbed. Katherine, it is not a small
matter when a man like me finds his position changed in respect to--one
like yourself--by an overmastering sentiment which has taken possession
of him he knows not how, and which he is quite unable to restrain.”
“Rector!” cried Katherine astonished, looking up at him with even more
feeling than before. “Mr. Stanley! have I done anything?”
“That shows,” he cried, with something like a stamp of his foot and an
impatient movement of his hand, “how much I have to contend with. You
think of me as nothing but your clergyman--a--a sort of pedagogue--and
your thought is that he is displeased--that there is something he is
going to find fault with----”
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