Very little attention, I am sorry to say, was paid to this beautiful
landscape by the family who had secured it for their special
delectation. The girls would take their visitors “to see the view,” who
cast a careless glance at it, and said, “How pretty!” and returned with
pleasure to the tennis or croquet, or even tea of the moment. Mr.
Tredgold, for his part, had chosen a room for himself on the sheltered
side of the house, as was perhaps natural, and shivered at the thought
of the view. There was always a wind that cut you to pieces, he said, on
that side of the cliff; and, truth to tell, I believe there was, the
proverbial softness of the climate of the Isle of Wight being a fond
delusion, for the most part, in the minds of its inhabitants. Katherine
was the only one who lingered occasionally over the great panorama of
the sea and coast; but I think it was when she felt herself a little
“out of it,” as people say, when Stella was appropriating everything,
and all the guests and all the lovers were circling round that little
luminary, and the elder sister was not wanted anywhere--except to fill
out tea perhaps, or look after the comforts of the others, which is a
_rôle_ that may suit a staid person of forty, but at twenty-three is not
only melancholy but bewildering--it being always so difficult to see why
another should have all the good things, and yourself all the crosses of
life.
In the circumstances of these two girls there was not even that cheap
way of relief which ends in blaming some one. Even Providence could not
be blamed. Katherine, if you looked at her calmly, was quite as pretty
as Stella; she had a great deal more in her; she was more faithful, more
genuine and trustworthy; she played tennis as well or better; she had as
good a voice and a better ear; in short, it was quite incomprehensible
to any one why it was that Stella was the universal favourite and her
sister was left in the shade. But so it was. Katherine made up the set
with the worst players, or she was kept at the tea-table while the
merriest game was going on. She had the reversion of Stella’s partners,
who talked to her of her sister, of what a jolly girl, or what an
incipient angel she was, according to their several modes of speech. The
old ladies said that it was because Katherine was so unselfish; but I
should not like to brand a girl for whom I have a great regard with that
conventional title. She was not, to her own consciousness, unselfish at
all. She would have liked very much, if not to have the first place, at
least to share it, to have a retinue of her own, and champions and
admirers as well as Stella. She did not like the secondary position nor
even consent to it with any willingness; and the consequence was that
occasionally she retired and looked at the view with anything but happy
feelings; so that the appreciation of Nature, and of their good fortune
in having their lines thrown in such pleasant places, was very small and
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