Oliver Constable, miller and baker, Vol. 1 (of 3)Tytler, Sarah
Philosophy
Oliver Constable, miller and baker, Vol. 1 (of 3)
Tytler, Sarah
England -- Social conditions -- 19th century -- Fiction
‘He might have said that you were spoilt either for a miller or for
anything else,’ retorted Fan.
‘If he had done so, it would have been the result of an old-fashioned
prejudice; and if I had been able to show him that he was in the wrong,
he would have been the first to admit it gladly,’ said Oliver, keeping
his temper. ‘Why, on earth, should a man not make as good a miller—or
coal-heaver for that matter—because he knows a little Latin and Greek,
and can read Horace and Virgil, Sophocles and Plato, in the original,
if he chose, when his work is done?’
Fan was getting desperate. No one save herself could tell how grievous
had been the downfall of all the castles in the air which she had been
building since her earliest girlhood, while she sat or stood, during
the last half-hour, in the familiar mill gallery, looking down, as she
had looked many a time before, on the lovely home landscape, in the
midsummer twilight, and only betraying her emotion by her changing
colour and tightly clasped hands. It was all so utterly wrong-headed
and delirious in Oliver; what one might have expected in a French
Communist, but what one could never have imagined would find a fitting
soil at Oxford.
Fan had prepared herself for so different a conclusion. She would have
done anything, taken any pains and faced any ordeal for Oliver—the
Oliver of her dreams. Had he been called to fill a throne, she would
have toiled to qualify herself to stand on its lowest step. She was
one of those women who have high enterprise in their composition. But
if Oliver’s regalia were to consist, after all, of the mill-wheel and
the baker’s oven, which had been thorns in Fan’s flesh when they were
connected with her father and grandfather, she had not the enterprise
to follow her brother in that adventure.
‘Oh! Oliver, if you would only think it all over again!’ besought
Fan, with tears, which she had too much pride and endurance to shed,
dimming her bright dark eyes, as the evening star came out above the
Copley Grange woods, and glimmered over the two. ‘You have been away
from home, for the most part, for years and years, ever since you
were little more than a boy. You have forgotten what the conditions
of a tradesman’s life really are, how hopelessly commonplace and
vulgar—worse in some respects than the life of a day labourer.
There may be some dignity in hard toil and grinding poverty bravely
borne—though I should not like to be the one to bear them,’ said
Fan, in parenthesis; yet even as she spoke Oliver recognised that
this worldly-minded little sister of his was a woman who, in the
circumstances she referred to, would have been found capable of working
herself to death and making no sign, dying with the elements of true
tragedy and pathos in the self-respecting silence and resignation
of her humble end. ‘But I cannot see how there can be dignity in
ordinary buying and selling, in low chaffering and huxtering, and often
cheating.’
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